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Happy Halloween you SGing Mutha Fukkas!!!!!!!!!

May many yummy special "treats" be had by you all.

Special "Treats" is code for sex. Or whatever, just have fun you loonies!!!!

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deerailed:
Your coded language CONFUSES AND ENRAGES US!!!

hehehehe. Unfortunatly, all I ended up doing was puking up popov & tampico after a crappy college keggar.

Hope you had a good one, tho
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disastermagnet:
Special Treats!
Sex!

Heh.

But um, yeah, prepare for the apocalypse. I'm really looking forward to the middle class finally carrying the entire tax burden for the nation. That's going to be swell. I wonder where the next war will be? Iran maybe?

Well, either way, you can sleep tight in your bed tonight thinking about the fact that your nation went to the polls and elected a man not for his policy agendas, but because he talks about jesus. Literally. Everybody who called CSPAN today from the Bush side went on and on about how they hate gays and abortion and how God had a hand in the election and wants W to be president more.

In positive news....I think I'm getting an XBOX soon?
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Good Lord!! What the hell is wrong with me not updating my Journal since... Dear god!! August? Am I nuts? Well clearly the answer is yes, im asking my own journal if Im nuts for not writting it. Sigh, and I was such a bright young man before college and the internet. Ah well. If only pompus "professors" and an endless steam of electronic pornagraphy...
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okay time for a change.

I no longer feel completely miserable. biggrin Thats good.

I HAVE slipped back into the comfortable and familiar misery of the job thing. You know in Office Space when Peter sez "so everyday you see me, thats the worst day of my life" Or something like that. Thats very dear to me. on a deep personal level. I don't know what...
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disastermagnet:
*whew*
I have successfully dodged fan fic induced rejection.
..my god...
..in that case I hereby dub myself:

THE GREATEST WRITER ON EARTH!

and quickly undub myself once again.....cuz really.....let's be serious here.
surreal
deerailed:
'lenium, man, thanx for the encouragment... it ain't easy pimpin' these ho's, sometimes...

And by "pimpin ho's", I mean "fixing computers incessantly"...

ARRR!!!
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crushing lonelyness

I miss my friends,
I miss feeling like I belong somewhere, and that I matter in some way,
I miss knowing what I'm going to do,
I miss feeling,
and wanting to feel,
I miss late nights,
I miss later mornings.

Sorry I'm depressed frown

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deerailed:
Dude. I know that feeling.

Waking in the morning. Having to peel myself out of a single matress without a boxspring. Getting ready hastily yet hesitantly. Driving the same route to the same office to spend the same ungodly amount of time doing... whatever. Returning home in the cold of the early morning/latest night. Returning home to my cubicle, after droning on in my office (which, coincidentally, is just a small box with pointless windows).

Losing relationships... friends drifting away... love, or any plausable substitute sinking into the depths of awkwardness, then fading faster then a tan. Never even getting a tan, as my life will perpetually be the same pointess drivel.

Locked in an office. Losing hope. Lost ambition.

It IS crushing, when you really sit back and look at it. The booze doesn't satisfy anymore. The notion of independance mocked by the emptiness. FUCK. I'm depressed too.
itzie:
Cheer up cowbit tongue
I know cheering up doesn't help
but...
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I am sad to see my party rules gofrown I am so proud of them, *sigh*

If you have no idea what Im talking about, check the journal before this.

Anyway, A new journal entry, hmmmm, whats been happening in my life worth meantioning? Oh yeah, hamptons during the summer. A big fat nothing with piles of annoying. And if anybody thinks thier cute and...
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billenium:
why am i leaving a comment in my own journal? weird.
deerailed:
Don't you hate that? You put up a perfectly good entry, and then not a one of your friends actually comments on it... Sorry for being one of THOSE kinda people... anyway:

yeas, I will most likely never go insane enough to actually spawn a child for the taking... but nonetheless, it would be the thought that counts, methinks.

My fave show used to be Cowboy Bebop, but then I realized getting to heavy into a love for something that has already come to a close is a Vicious (ha) loop of anticipation and rehashed memories. Like waiting for the next Python movie, or the like.

Still, I will always take pause to pay homage to the wonderous jewel of good media that was Bebop.

As for spiling my blood on barren land, I would only hope that you would dispose of my vile intestinal fluids as such. No creature on this planet could survive the toxicity of my current blood...
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Woo, Party! Um, yeah so I had a pre 4th of july party tonight. It was less than spectacular. No bad, but nothing really worthy of the title "Party" More like a slightly bigger and more disorganized hang out session. I know Core and 'Zamna are going, "Oh! So exactly like every party you've ever had. You fucking loser." Okay, maybe not that exactly, but...
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deerailed:
Your party rules are mcuh known in the realms of band geeks and associated nerds such as myself. I concur with all aforementioned statements, and will continue to bombard you incessantly with superfluously exorbitant terms.

TAKE THAT!

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deerailed:
Dude, bill-to-tha-lennium, you should update, yo...

sometimes kinda lonley bein the only fool that updates his shit on this site anymore. (maybe I should consider moving over to livejournal... nah, uh-uhh, screw that...)
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I am not good at making new journals. BAD BILLENIUM!!! No tacos for me!

BUt I LOVE the little tacos! I luv dem goooood!

deerailed:
mmmmm.... tacos.

On a side note: do you also refer to giving many thanks as "give you a taco?"

ex: "Dude, if you hook that shit up, I'll buy you a taco."

I thought only eastbay nerds had that psychotic insight... whatever
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I've been trying to learn how to use the term "Woot" appropriately.

Ah-hem... Its 'Zamna and Core's Birthdays, Woot!

How'd I do?

Lets see, what else? Umm, Club Dread was cool. Oh yeah, and I saw Chronicals of Riddick. I cannot believe how much it didn't suck. I've never been so dissapointed by a movie not sucking, its crazy.

So thats it for now, See...
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itzie:
woot
deerailed:
chronicles didn't blow ass??? AWESOME.

I'm a fan of the original pitch black, so I must venture forth.

As for the rest...

woot.
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Good News, everyone! I'm sending you on an extremely dangerous mission that will most likely end in your horrible, pain filled miserable deaths! Hoo oh ah ha!

I wanna live in the future... frown
And I wanna find love, neither will ever happen, sniff frown
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disastermagnet:
ALL WILL BOW BEFORE THE HYPNOTOAD!
deerailed:
Amy: Dr. Farnsworth, isn't it time for your nap?

Farnsworth: YES, GODDAMNIT! :: falls asleep ::
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Well another day, another entry. So I'm sitting here thinking how I don't get the fullest out of my SG experience. I mean sure, I get to see hot girls and read about their intrests and pretend for something like point-oh-oh-five-three nanoseconds (why did I write that out you ask? I GOT NO IDEA!) that they might think I'm mildly interesting.

Oh, you're crying. Like...
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deerailed:
I AM crying like a woman. And is all to true/taboo to speak out against the horrible reality that IS this site....

If you ain't an SG, your no-one/a dirty old man, and the fact that it's a huge tease makes your life that much more uninteresting and fruitless when you finally disconnect.

I don't know how I haven't already managed to digitize myself and simply BECOME the site,as that I'm the huge nerdloser I am. Meh.

Alcohol helps some, technology helps a little, but at the end of the day you wish for something more. Video games cannot fill the void. frown
deerailed:
I have not stolen your kool-aid. I have purchased my own.

And for you information, it is TANG! The drink the astronauts took to the moon...

astronauts... to the moon... HAHHAHAHAH!
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Okay, so I guess I should write something new, especially since I just scolded poor 'Zamna on her journal writing punctuality. Sorry 'Zamna! I was cought up in the heat of a not funny joke, you know me. Anyhoo, as anyone who has read my profile (pause for chirping crickets) can see one of the things that makes me sad is infighting. Two of my...
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disastermagnet:
Oya, mo konna tikan

umm....where did you get this?
disastermagnet:
uhh, honestly I'd have to see it written in Japanese...believe it or not I can't read roomaji anymore. I know that sounds weird...
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So here is my dilemma: I want to buy the video store at which I work. But I have about two thousand dollars to my name, (to say nothing of my complete inability to manage money since I have practically no expenses worth mentioning and have been working for about seven years under these conditions. So where the fuck is all my money?) and no...
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disastermagnet:
Well, not knowing what you want to do with your life sucks, but at least if you don't buy the video store then you aren't locked into something which could turn out to be more life-threatening than carbohydrates. If you can imagine such a thing...
School man. I think it may be the only way. Learn some bookkeeping or something so you can charge ungodly amounts of money and work like 3 hours a week. You can still get away with that in the Hamptons apparently.
But that's not really what you want to hear, I know.
Jesus, I'm just gunna quit now. I'm in absolutely no god damn position to motivate anyone right now...
billenium:
Hmmmm.... much food for thought.

One question, "bookkeeping"? Where did that come from? Hell, what IS it? Not busting on you or anything, just "wait...what?" was the initial reaction.

[Edited on May 09, 2004 12:23AM]