So I have been in a hostile rebelious mood. However I have been jammin on front 242 so the two do not mix well. These past few days have been painful. I have taken and continue to take more and more pills. I ponder the healthyness of this. It is funny to me in high school and early twenties I stayd or at least tried to on some kind of pill. A pain pill, when ephedra was leagal a speed pill. I was a consumer of the medical industry. Pills for recreation. And now I fucking need them. This pain will not stop no matter how high I get. I would not wish this on an enemy. Hmmmm depends on the enemy. I want to lay down. I want to blow off my head but that would be selfish. I look around and I no longer know what all this is for. What are you for, what am I for? All through History empires with the problems we as Americans are facing have crumbled Always. So if the rug was pulled out from us tomarrow then what. And for some of us further south the rug is gone. I can not imagine. This has to be the biggest social experiment ever though. You take people who are used to McDonald's, the toliet flushing, the water flowing. Reality TV on at night. The simple stupid thing we forget. If all that was gone how savage would you become? We are all animals, so where is the nature of the beast inside you? How fast would you appear and would you walk on all fours.? Does your kuckles drag the ground? He with the most guns win so this is a wait and see..........
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