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much to read much to catch up
Sooooooo I do believe we have found the reason of why this entire year has been a waste. Why I have felt just sick for no reason sick. I have had a tooth ache. I went to the dentist for a check up, one I have been putting off for a year or so because I was broke,...
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these songs I once sang to you... and now I know the truth (see below)

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so many scars on this sordid heart
so I build higher walls and they keep breaking through
so many lies fell from this slipping tongue
I cut to tastebuds and the truths taste like salt
so many secrets fell to these deaf hears
translating into feelings I can not...
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I opened a letter it was sealed for years. full of information and poetry most dear. I spilled out the letters and commas, the sentences, and the periods, all fell to the floor. The question Marks hooked the edges of the envelope afraid of what they may find. The exclamation screamed so loud the glass shattered and cut into my eye. Fragments of blisters and...
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sometimes the best medicine is time
sometimes the worst illness is time gone by
I stand in the shadows of the moon lite night and I know you see this too
the sky is so cold tonight in the middle of July
the moon reflects of Autumn yet is "Summertime Rolls"
the paleness of your skin
the smells
the touch
all of these things haunt...
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Current mood (FTW)

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Nirvana

You Know You're Right
I will never bother you
I will never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you

Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to...
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Me and Bobby McGee

Sometimes I think I should have been born in the Sixties
the political upheaval of that time seems to fit my actions and rage of today
I still can not believe we are being spied on or I am sorry (protected by)
our own country
I am still appalled
plus the music was better in that time
I woke this morning...
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I am going off the grid for awhile. Not that I will be missed, but bye for now.........

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junkies and kisses

This is how a junkie meditates
I realized today without Insurance
I have a 1600.00 dollar a month habit
This is twice as much as my apartment in ATL
Yet 1600x's as much money as I have now
I am curious if the doctors discover I am broke
if the will come break my legs and knock me further down
I am...
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CCR and How I feel about OUR War

Some folks are born made to wave the flag,
Ooh, they're red, white and blue.
And when the band plays "Hail to the chief",
Ooh, they point the cannon at you, Lord,

It ain't me, it ain't me, I ain't no senator's son, son.
It ain't me, it ain't me; I ain't no fortunate one, no,

Yeah!...
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