Tuesday Mar 29, 2005

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GODDAMN I am in SOOOOO much FUCKING pain today. I feel like going to the doctors office with a fucking finishing nail and a hammer. Then when the doctor says " Describe the pain," I am going to drive that fucking nail right the the top of his foot, exactly where the shin connects to the foot. Then I am going to look at him and say,
"Describe the pain. Hurts like hell don't it. I mean it shouldn't. I think you are faking it. I mean, I see the swelling, and I can see the redness, but I do not believe you are in pain. I think it is all in your head. So hurry up Dr. Harris you have a patient waiting in the next room. Walk over there with that fucking nail in you foot and pretend to help them. I mean that nail shouldn't hurt so I see no reason why you can't walk on it. Why you can't perform your job. So hurry Dr Fuck. You have a Lexus payment due, and your house on the lake needs and an addition."
Fucking fuckers. HELP ME !!!! LISTEN TO ME!!!! Listen to ALL of us. I see and I hear others in pain and no cures. Just more pills. More pills, more doctors, more forms to fill out, more pain to endure, no job to go to, no way to pay the bills, no insurance to help us, more money to spend, and no answer. Fucking listen to US. Goddamn it. How can you sleep at night knowing so many people you see are in pain. Oh I know how. I am not in pain it is in my fucking head. Fuck you. The next doctor you see punch them in the eye and ask them, "Where does it hurt."
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strongmad:
Jesus, you're such a hypochondriac. whatever

Seriously, do you want this book? I picked it up at a book giveaway originally with axiocersa in mind, but she has apparently vanished. So if you e-mail me your address, I'll mail it to you.
mortalconfusion:
It's all a money game dude, your just another cash cow to them. They don't give a fuck about you and you need to understand this. Give them pills and send them down the line collect paycheck and move on. I've seen it all my life. I had trouble with my temper my hole life, did I get any help? No, I spent 3 years in angermanagement. in the end she told me I had to help myself. I told her wtf was the use in going to her if I had to help myself. I should have done it from the start. I Suggest you doing what I did, get a book and read up on wtf is going on with me. Because truthfully, if they hurt they would read a book and do it, so what makes them better then you? nothing.

l8terz

ps hope you feel better.

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