Yesterday evening, I had some time between laying in bed, pleasuring myself incessantly and going to work. I drove to the park and went for a jog. But without some competition or company I lose my motivation and just walk. I had been inspired to run by a member of SG. I've been a member of one of those cardio boot camps in the past. But I don't keep it up when left to my own devices. I think I'll have to get my bike out of the storage locker, and pump up the tires. It's more difficult to lose your omph when you stay moving.
On the singles front, I placed an ad on craigstlist this past Thursday. I've had a few positive responses. But none that lead to a date. I've been losing faith in the possibility of a real relationship, for the past five years.
I've had a long distance relationship, in that time, and I worked to keep it together for eight months. But in the end a long distance relationship sucks. She was in upstate New York, and I'm in Vancouver. She was going to move. To Seattle. That's still four hours away. So I let it go.
Most girls my age have children. I don't want an insta-family. I want a family. But one that includes children I spawned.
On the singles front, I placed an ad on craigstlist this past Thursday. I've had a few positive responses. But none that lead to a date. I've been losing faith in the possibility of a real relationship, for the past five years.
I've had a long distance relationship, in that time, and I worked to keep it together for eight months. But in the end a long distance relationship sucks. She was in upstate New York, and I'm in Vancouver. She was going to move. To Seattle. That's still four hours away. So I let it go.
Most girls my age have children. I don't want an insta-family. I want a family. But one that includes children I spawned.