I woke up 'round 11am today, which was amazing... my sleeping schedule is being weird since friday... with the whole new year thing and my working schedule changing I got screwed up with my precious sleeping time... but today I slept 'till I got tired of it...
Yesterday wasn't a very happy day, but it didn't make me think this year will be a bad one.. I still having good vibes bout this year... and it won't change... I hope... I went to see my 'lil Sophia and, maybe 'cuz I'm nt around that often, she didn't regonize (dunno hw to spell that) me or something and she wouldn't stop crying every time I would hold her... I fell really bad... for not being able to spend more time with her... but I got really pissed 'bout some comments people made... its sad how can someone 'cheer' with a situation like that... I just feel sorry for people like that...
I had flat Pepsi and a cigarette for breakfast... then I "stole" some chee.tos from my roomie... I don't think he cares... plus I don't think he'll even notice! then I went back to bed and spend some time reading this book "Love is a mix tape - Life and Loss, One Song at Time" by Rob Sheffield... pretty good stuff so far.. and I found myself thinking about me and this chick living a life like in that book... will I ever find someone who will enjoy being with me, who will wish we'll be together forever and stuff?
It's tough being alone in a place you don't know many people and those you know are too busy for you. I wanna get outta here!
Yesterday wasn't a very happy day, but it didn't make me think this year will be a bad one.. I still having good vibes bout this year... and it won't change... I hope... I went to see my 'lil Sophia and, maybe 'cuz I'm nt around that often, she didn't regonize (dunno hw to spell that) me or something and she wouldn't stop crying every time I would hold her... I fell really bad... for not being able to spend more time with her... but I got really pissed 'bout some comments people made... its sad how can someone 'cheer' with a situation like that... I just feel sorry for people like that...
I had flat Pepsi and a cigarette for breakfast... then I "stole" some chee.tos from my roomie... I don't think he cares... plus I don't think he'll even notice! then I went back to bed and spend some time reading this book "Love is a mix tape - Life and Loss, One Song at Time" by Rob Sheffield... pretty good stuff so far.. and I found myself thinking about me and this chick living a life like in that book... will I ever find someone who will enjoy being with me, who will wish we'll be together forever and stuff?
It's tough being alone in a place you don't know many people and those you know are too busy for you. I wanna get outta here!
fix with time.
And dude flat pepsi and cancer stick for breakfast and stolen cheese not a good way to start the day.
may the force be with you.