UltimateLewser did his writeup on the Saturday night meet with him, Oryon, Kaitee and I. I must say that I really felt emotionally charged when I read it. I honestly believe that friends are fate's little way of saying thank you for playing the evil game of life. It WAS a miracle that they found me in the sea of exits and Waffle Houses...
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last_firstborn:
So awesome. Oryon told me that story the other day and I couldn't believe how lucky they were to just find you like that! Dizzamn! I really wanted to be there too. Damn work. I'm glad they found you though. Those pics rock. 
ultimatelewser:
Dude! Didn't I just say that all of the people I've met in person stay by default? Of course you're staying!
I really hope Laputa takes my comment to her in her latest entry seriously. The very things she's talking about are the issues I struggle with in my journal and my life. I hope she sees that I might be someone she could eventually brain puke too and feel understood. To desire someone both physically and mentally and emotionally....that's wonderful. Psychotic but wonderful. I hope...
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oryon:
boys of summer? lol
laputa64:
i do take your post seriously hon. i have problems opening up in person too. it is really quite sad. i love my friends and i know they love me but i have a problem with feeling like a burden. i desire to be perceived as strong and i struggle with it all the time.
i wrote more personal stuff in my livejournal if you by any chance have one. *kisses*
i wrote more personal stuff in my livejournal if you by any chance have one. *kisses*
The last 36 hours have, for the most part, sucked. Here are the low lights.
After Thursday night, I couldn't get a ride home from work until 1 in the afternoon. Now, when you think that I woke at 7 the previous night, worked all night, walked to the supermarket down the street, couldn't get my flatmates up to give me a ride and then...
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After Thursday night, I couldn't get a ride home from work until 1 in the afternoon. Now, when you think that I woke at 7 the previous night, worked all night, walked to the supermarket down the street, couldn't get my flatmates up to give me a ride and then...
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southernbelle:
Awwww, I'm sorry sweetie. That's really fucked up of your roomates....I could have made it there to take you home in less than 5 hours!!!
I would suggest just meeting people as friends first, then worry about the intimate part of it, that may help you be a little more comfortable with the one on one thing....
I hope your weekend is better...catch me on AIM if you need to talk, I'm here! *hugs*
I would suggest just meeting people as friends first, then worry about the intimate part of it, that may help you be a little more comfortable with the one on one thing....
I hope your weekend is better...catch me on AIM if you need to talk, I'm here! *hugs*
suzy_kabloozy:
Yeah, I know about social isolation and it sucks. It is what makes me compromise my already low standards and go for excitement over common sense. It is easily to be lonely in a full house ... I have whittled it down to just 2 besides me and they are both related to me. It seems that they are everywhere I turn to walk, and yet, they bring me little solice sometimes. At least I have a car ... but everyone has their *something* that holds them back. At least, until they decide not to let it hold them back any longer.
- Clocked In -
Day 2 of a 6 Day run at work comes up tonight. I finally got those bastards to give me a consistent schedule. It's hard enough to do these all nighters without some sort of regularity to hold onto. I hate the rampant psychoticness of my job and the fact that money rules my life but it's something to do and...
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Day 2 of a 6 Day run at work comes up tonight. I finally got those bastards to give me a consistent schedule. It's hard enough to do these all nighters without some sort of regularity to hold onto. I hate the rampant psychoticness of my job and the fact that money rules my life but it's something to do and...
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jujubee:
1) When you put your ass in gear and find something better somewhere else and take "the leap"
2) When you stop looking unfortunately (and that is rare, I know)
3) If you don't believe in hell as an after life possibility then yes.
2) When you stop looking unfortunately (and that is rare, I know)
3) If you don't believe in hell as an after life possibility then yes.
munke:
Hey hey... glad to see you're still around and kicking... I haven't seen any comments from you in PSW or Culinary Profs lately...
I had a big ol comment here, then pressed the back button by mistake on the mouse... and it's gone.
Silence can be golden... and vodka tonics always did wonders for my nerves when engaging in conversation with the opposite gender... at least the ones I wanted to "get to know" better
Don't do too much coke... and I'll keep my fingers crossed you get on days, sooner then later.
Cracking up is no fun... but you probably already know that by now!
Take it easy...
I had a big ol comment here, then pressed the back button by mistake on the mouse... and it's gone.
Silence can be golden... and vodka tonics always did wonders for my nerves when engaging in conversation with the opposite gender... at least the ones I wanted to "get to know" better
Don't do too much coke... and I'll keep my fingers crossed you get on days, sooner then later.
Cracking up is no fun... but you probably already know that by now!
Take it easy...
Some things have come up. I need to talk about them. Yeah.
- Dropping The V-Day Ball (Incidentally) -
I didn't go out to get my flatmates planned V-Day surprise to his wife, also my flatmate, and he's pissed about it. I'm sort of kicking myself as well as I chose to go to a show in North Chattanooga instead due to the lateness of...
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- Dropping The V-Day Ball (Incidentally) -
I didn't go out to get my flatmates planned V-Day surprise to his wife, also my flatmate, and he's pissed about it. I'm sort of kicking myself as well as I chose to go to a show in North Chattanooga instead due to the lateness of...
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shicawgo:
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
STOP BEING SO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD
It's JUST life, relationships, friends and love Nothing important....
STOP BEING SO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD
It's JUST life, relationships, friends and love
Nothing important....
lecia:
YOU HAVE BEEN SEXED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much lovin' (or maybe they do!) and, SEX THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can sex the person who sexed you, of course. 2- You can sex the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should sex in public! Be adventurous, damnit. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender sexing, it's HOT. 7- You should most definately get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!) Please dont take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!
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This is why I love SG. skittles_delight's new set is fucking awesome. She's so hot and so desirable and interesting that I made her my wallpaper. No woman has ever been the wallpaper for my site as I like to keep my backgrounds as simple as possible. But she earned both my desires for her, a wallpapering, AND a new windows XP theme...
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This is why I love SG. skittles_delight's new set is fucking awesome. She's so hot and so desirable and interesting that I made her my wallpaper. No woman has ever been the wallpaper for my site as I like to keep my backgrounds as simple as possible. But she earned both my desires for her, a wallpapering, AND a new windows XP theme...
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southernbelle:
Happy Valentine's Day sweetie!!!
This entry is brought to you by Stacker Three's and Tylenol PM. For when you work third shift it's all about uppers for work and downers to sleep during the day. Stacker Three's and Tylenol PM. Better.
I've got to establish a more normal sleep pattern. I hate having medicinal additives in my life to keep me up and set me down. Part of the...
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vixenreincarnate:
I seem to be on the upper/downer thing too. This week it's been lots of dayquil and sleeping pills. Being a night person is so natural to me that it's impossible to sleep at night...without some assistance. I've heard that Valerian Root tea is a good natural sleep inducer, but I have yet to try it.
The internet isn't good for meeting people...so, that means I have to venture out and make a social life?? Not sure that's going to happen...I'm not a bar person, all my friend's are married or have moved out of town and I work alone. So..perhaps I am destined to be single. I'm going to have to upgrade the vibrator now!
Thanks alot!
The internet isn't good for meeting people...so, that means I have to venture out and make a social life?? Not sure that's going to happen...I'm not a bar person, all my friend's are married or have moved out of town and I work alone. So..perhaps I am destined to be single. I'm going to have to upgrade the vibrator now!
Thanks alot!
southernbelle:
Hey hon....I haven't talked to you in a few days, so I hope all is going well!!! Good luck with this new girl!! 
Good luck with this new girl!! Several days have passed. The entire family is back home now. Another cat has been added to the entire menagerie of this crazy place. Therefore, the count is 4 crazy humans, 3 cars, 2 cats with a propencity towards pooping in inappropriate places, and one fucked landlord. Wow. and yet, for the first time in a while, my house felt good to be in last...
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last_firstborn:
Can't wait to chill with you tonight!
kmfcm:
dude, if I remeber correctly, she's in a band that's supposed to be like the fucking SAILORSTARS!!!!!!
trust me, you don't want that
(damn, she really did prove my point about japanophile girls after all, huh?)
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trust me, you don't want that
(damn, she really did prove my point about japanophile girls after all, huh?)
[Edited on Feb 07, 2005 12:35PM]
First and foremost, an update on the house situation. Apparently Walter IS coming back to the ranch and he and his wife are going to try to work shit out. So my ride and my running buddy is back. Driving school is now an option again in the next part of the month. Rule. A huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Now to...
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vixenreincarnate:
Hi! I still haven't read all of your journals, but why don't you drive? Is it hard to get around your area without transportation?
noxeos:
That may be the longest post I've ever seen. I particularly like the part of you being a pervert, in the most complimenting way from a fellow pervert that is. Posting the private chat between you and a woman....
Something about a direct interconnect between 2 people's consciencnesses that utterly disgusts me because I have no faith in 99% of the world's mental capacity and would in no way want to interface with them on such a direct, personal level.
Something about a direct interconnect between 2 people's consciencnesses that utterly disgusts me because I have no faith in 99% of the world's mental capacity and would in no way want to interface with them on such a direct, personal level.
A short note as It's time for sleep for the big negro. I will write more later but as of right now:
- My roommate, Walter, has left the house and is back in Nashville. The divorce has happened. The house is very tense.
- My flatmate, Amber, now has no husband and a job and the ice in the house is immense. I'm so...
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- My roommate, Walter, has left the house and is back in Nashville. The divorce has happened. The house is very tense.
- My flatmate, Amber, now has no husband and a job and the ice in the house is immense. I'm so...
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shicawgo:
You're just full of racial angst... negros, mexicans....
- If a single black male approached you at a club and tried to chat you up and was respectful like most dudes are, what would be the first thing that would pop into your mind? (Be honest.)
First thing I'd think: Why the FUCK am I at a club?
Second, most dudes simple AREN'T respectful, so if an unattacted man spoke to me or tried to chat me up I'd be flattered and reciprocate.
- What's the one thing about dating you hate?
Doing it. Dating, that is. I don't find courting interesting at all.
- Thong or babydolls?
Underoo cut Supergirl undies and a pink wife beater.
- Snow or sun?
Hmmmm....Snow on a sunny day? If I HAD to choose, SUN. It's the giver of life. It's warm and comforting. It allows sight.
How bout you?
- If a single black male approached you at a club and tried to chat you up and was respectful like most dudes are, what would be the first thing that would pop into your mind? (Be honest.)
First thing I'd think: Why the FUCK am I at a club?
Second, most dudes simple AREN'T respectful, so if an unattacted man spoke to me or tried to chat me up I'd be flattered and reciprocate.
- What's the one thing about dating you hate?
Doing it. Dating, that is. I don't find courting interesting at all.
- Thong or babydolls?
Underoo cut Supergirl undies and a pink wife beater.
- Snow or sun?
Hmmmm....Snow on a sunny day? If I HAD to choose, SUN. It's the giver of life. It's warm and comforting. It allows sight.
How bout you?
jonnytrrrash7:
man do you have a swingin' household of broken hearts....now try and get some sleep!!