Sunday Apr 24, 2005

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At the end of the day, it's good to have people concerned about you online. I hadn't planned on writing much until I found work and my home situation got a little less shitty but nightvixen, in her own unique way, got me to talk. So thank you sweetie.

Here is our conversation with minimal editing, save the replacing of our screen names. I...
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nightvixen:
hey have'nt seen you around in awhile,i hope things got better.miss you sweetie..... kiss
munke:
Hope the move went well!
Are you still working at The Waffle House?
I swear, I had one of the worst meals out in YEARS today... their cook needed to have their ass handed to them by ANYONE with skills.

Three eggs, scrambled, hash browns, and corned beef hash, with a side of wheat toast.

1/8" of grease running on the bottom of the plate, overcooked eggs, undercooked hashed browns... and I don't know WHAT the fuck the stuff was they were trying to shovel off as corned beef hash was...

puke

Thursday Apr 14, 2005

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Update coming soon. Perhaps tonight.

For now, a summary:
-Got a job
-Got drunk
-Lost a job via MARTA's bullshit
-Still looking for the common thread/chord
-Crushing on several people
-Depressed a little
-Feeling pressed upon by one of my crushes

Details to come...soon.
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elmcitydrunk:
That must be your shortest entry ever. Hope you're doing well. How's the new digs?
nightvixen:
THAT SUCKS!i hope everything is working out better now,i might be comming to ATL soon...i was going a few weeks back but some things came up so i had to wait.anyway hope to talk to you soon sweetie,i do miss you! kiss

Saturday Apr 09, 2005

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Well, this is a short update to say: I'm going to drink like the Oscar Wilde-ian half fag that I am, AND then go to work tomorrow. Hopefully hung over enough so that my new chef won't piss me off. Wish me luck.

More to come later. Including a first week update.
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lillix:
WOW! I think that is your shortest entry ever!
elmcitydrunk:
Have fun! Hope the hangover plan doesn't backfire.

Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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Dear primate relatives with extra-terrestrial intelligence
I've gathered delicate information stating my spaceship's developed a virus
And I was thrown out of orbit past the moon
And crashed here November 9th, 1981, Monday afternoon
I've adapted to this twisted way of living
But I always knew I wasn't from this planet cuz I'm so damn different
I've kicked it with kids that would've but couldn't...
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pollypocket:
Thank you, sweetie! kiss
nightvixen:
WOOT WOOT !!!
IM COMMING TO ATLANTA SOON!
WATCH OUT! kiss

Thursday Mar 31, 2005

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lecia:
moved you to my bookmarks smile
lecia:
i still loves you kiss

Tuesday Mar 15, 2005

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Normally I write more but this is all that needs to be said:

1. I don't want to be in limbo about where I'm going to live and I don't want to be in limbo about where I'm going to work.
2. I hate that this all is happening like this in my life. I didn't want to be a midnight refugee again.
3. I...
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lecia:
suzy_kabloozy:
Oh baby ... I was wondering why I hadn't seen you around. Ummm ... I hope you see this soon. Hang in there. What doesn't kill you well, ahh, doesn't kill you. smile

Sunday Mar 13, 2005

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I made a pretty mixtape on a thread in the Music board. Read it here and tell me what you think. Luomo rules and a homemade best of mix CD of his would be the best way to express love to someone through music. At least, if they like a 4/4 house beat.

Also, my artsy side came back to me yesterday a little. Whilst...
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skittles_delight:
You so sweet. thanks so much. kiss kiss kiss kiss
skittles_delight:
I dont want to pay for this site no more. So unless some one pays for me to stay I am leaving. Sorry doll. we still have AIM and yahoo. kiss

Wednesday Mar 09, 2005

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Short Update.

1. Reading the end of the graphic novel "Dance till Tomorrow" reminds me yet again that the best books and stories often do not have a happy ending. Life does not have happy endings. And the sooner people figure that out and become honest about it, the sooner I think I'll be able to tolerate this hell called life. I don't like thinking...
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infinitelykaty:
There are no happy endings...because nothing ends.
I remember that from a really good movie about a unicorn.
I've never been to Atlanta, but even if I had, I'd still go with Baltimore. Because that is the best city! I visit there every summer to hang with 20,000 anime-obsessed dorks. It's the most wonderful time of the year.
samantha:
your comment made me laugh! thank you!
and look! a fellow bombay and mishima fan! i just finished rereading the sea of fertility... i went in order this time. the temple of dawn is so sensual.

Thursday Mar 03, 2005

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For the record, I must say that being cold sucks. I know i've said it before but yes, indeed, being cold sucks. Wintering in Tennessee is hellish. I mean, winters in Connecticut weren't great but at least we had snow. snowballs are weapons that are free. Joy in the land. Joy in the emergency room. Joy in my ex girlfriend's bedroom. Joy. But being here...
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hypermediocrity:
"But here's a thought...a studio apartment...in Atlanta that ISN'T expensive as hell! Hmmm....mayhaps my friends and fellow maniacs on the ATL board can help me with this...."

I CAN HELP YOU WITH THIS! biggrin
oryon:
biggrin
the second coming

Sunday Feb 27, 2005

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Reading JennRose's new journal has killed in the face the good mood I had. I need to stop letting beautiful people fuck with me mood and shit. It's hazardous to a slightly depressed, mad lonely, social voyeur like myself. To see that much beauty is hard. It's not even so much that she's mad pretty and shit, which is truth. She's fucking gorgeous. But...
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kmfcm:
no kidding. .
damn
I always think I'm the only one who has that problem of having his mood fucked up by seeing a hot girl. (yeah, getting an account here was just a little bit masochistic on my part, eh biggrin )


That behind the back commenting shit is pretty foul. .but I gotta admit, I've done it too. . . mainly about cosplayers. . . .and dudes in girls pants. . . .but they were probably making fat jokes, and that shit is foul.

I love emulators. Can't get enough of that old school action.
there's still new games like that though. Check out
Cave Story, I just learned of it last week and I'm addicted.
darcsaint:
"...it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain..."

- Lester Burnham

Good on you, for keeping your cool.

Monday Feb 21, 2005

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UltimateLewser did his writeup on the Saturday night meet with him, Oryon, Kaitee and I. I must say that I really felt emotionally charged when I read it. I honestly believe that friends are fate's little way of saying thank you for playing the evil game of life. It WAS a miracle that they found me in the sea of exits and Waffle Houses...
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last_firstborn:
So awesome. Oryon told me that story the other day and I couldn't believe how lucky they were to just find you like that! Dizzamn! I really wanted to be there too. Damn work. I'm glad they found you though. Those pics rock. biggrin
ultimatelewser:
Dude! Didn't I just say that all of the people I've met in person stay by default? Of course you're staying!

Sunday Feb 20, 2005

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I really hope Laputa takes my comment to her in her latest entry seriously. The very things she's talking about are the issues I struggle with in my journal and my life. I hope she sees that I might be someone she could eventually brain puke too and feel understood. To desire someone both physically and mentally and emotionally....that's wonderful. Psychotic but wonderful. I hope...
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oryon:
boys of summer? lol
laputa64:
i do take your post seriously hon. i have problems opening up in person too. it is really quite sad. i love my friends and i know they love me but i have a problem with feeling like a burden. i desire to be perceived as strong and i struggle with it all the time.

i wrote more personal stuff in my livejournal if you by any chance have one. *kisses*
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