benjiman

Tea for me...I'm full of anger for no apparent reason.

but i have a smiley wog coz he got a mince breakkie coz we had run out of dog food...so he is prancing round like a king at the moment.

mmmm marmite is yummy

crap at updating.

not really sleeping very well

got my first appointment at pain management clinic 2morrow, hopefully they'll be better than useless.

luzzie's bday soon, still umming and ahhing over what to get her. gotta make her all smiley for all the love and support she has given me over the past year.

hope everyone is well

had man flu this week...

lucozade, olbas oil, vicks, and honey glycerin stuff is great


been playing my healer on wow quite a bit, really enjoying it...cant believe its taken me 3 years to roll a healer

bought looz a new bike last week, but coz the valve was broken she only just got to try it yesterday, I love things that make her smile...
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sleeping really badly recently

but the dog is beneiting from lots of late night walks so he is happy.

ジャム aparantly means jam in japanese...i like the first character looks like a smiley face

docs are still useless

going to pain management clinic in august...so they can poke me and be useless too

yeah im really positive about the nhs's policy of we cant work...
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luz is back at work today,

feel bad coz i had a grump at her last night before sleep, really do have to stop taking out things on her I hate having such a short temper...i used to be so relaxed and passive. i just kinda feel on edge and grumpy most the time.

had a nice few days with luz. had some nommy bbq's...
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new tablets seem to be sending me less like a mental patient and more like a dopey bear...i kinda just wanna cuddle and sleep all the time.

waarrrrrrrrrrrrrrm

but lots of bbq's and looz has 3 days off...fun fun

bloody rasp...

just wrote a big full journel and then firefox decided it didnt like the content so closed itself how wude!

hope everyone is having fun

i have docs this afternoon. so more fobbing off coming soon

new tablets are kinda like weed crossed with skittles, i go on a hyper but in a very chilled out way...i did a tesco online shop like...
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over a week sat in bed, but my back is getting a bit better, managing to walk myself about a bit more...with the help of a rather fetching walking stick

luz has a week off work next week which I'm looking forward to. I have been going stir crazy on my own this week. played alot of ps3 demos and alot of old psx games...miss...
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new tablets seem to be screwing my head up a bit

im on anti depressants and pain killers and anti inflamatories...and the cocktail, granted is helping me sleep, but i keep phasing out...its like the world goes quiet and i feel kinda numb, paralysed almost. its not a great feeling.

so glad i have jango and chewy during the day to look after, keeps me...
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