misery 
anger
jealousy
why does this shit have be be so fucking hard? i think my heart might turn black and fall out before the next 7 weeks pass and i can get the hell out of here. there should be a law that says ex-significant-others can't get a new relationship until you have been broken up for a year. at least.
SHIT FUCK ASS...
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anger
jealousy
why does this shit have be be so fucking hard? i think my heart might turn black and fall out before the next 7 weeks pass and i can get the hell out of here. there should be a law that says ex-significant-others can't get a new relationship until you have been broken up for a year. at least.
SHIT FUCK ASS...
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austie_jonez:
ASS BUTT FUCK SHIT, BITCH!
joyrider:
*proxy indignance*
i hope i win a million dollars one day
belly:
well, it worked last time ;-D
joyrider:
buy a powerball ticket when you're stateside. if you hit it you'll win tens of millions!
i sometimes want to be more like a computer.
ctrl-z.
shift-alt-delete.
defrag.
it ain't easy, being a big lump of meat.
ctrl-z.
shift-alt-delete.
defrag.
it ain't easy, being a big lump of meat.
belly:
wow, that's such a cliche. bad, bad.
i'm back! budget schmudget.
in other news: less than ten weeks till i get the hell outta here!!!
in other news: less than ten weeks till i get the hell outta here!!!
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joyrider:
new zealand is definitely on the short list. i think japan is must-see, but it's a bit too much for now.
also: hawkeye + hunnicut or hawkeye + trapper john?
also: hawkeye + hunnicut or hawkeye + trapper john?
austie_jonez:
shit, i already shit fuck assed.
hi!
hi!
thinking about love. thinking too much. thinking about jealousy and attachment and expectations and regret. thinking i can't change. thinking i must change. thinking very bad things about myself. thinking i need a cuddle. thinking i miss my home. thinking he was home. thinking that everything is different. thinking i miss him.
feeling lonely, feeling confused and overwhelmed. feeling hot. feeling full. feeling ugly. feeling...
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feeling lonely, feeling confused and overwhelmed. feeling hot. feeling full. feeling ugly. feeling...
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belly:
that's interesting, because inside my pants, when i am all alone, i am britney spears.
etienne:
no one at school is going to believe this! i'm friends with britney and justin on a porn site!
i went to new zealand for two weeks (my grandmother died). it was really, really, really good to be at home! it was warm and sunny and beautiful and filled with people who love me and who i love. and very good food (i love feta). there's no place like home, dorothy.
i am back in japan in full-on money-saving mode, determinded to have my...
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belly:
hawk-eye, baby! MASH is the shit.
fred:
So you're in Japan huh?
What part?
So you're in Japan huh?
What part?
wanted: sidekick
requirements:
. silly and filthy sense of humour
. dirty mind
. lots of brains
. justifiable taste in music
. cooking skillz
. left-wing politics, hold the righteousness
. compassion
. balls (in the gender-inclusive sense)
. refined sense of nostalgia
. tech-savvy
. curiousity about people, the world, history
. opinions, plus malleability in the face of new evidence
. tallness...
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requirements:
. silly and filthy sense of humour
. dirty mind
. lots of brains
. justifiable taste in music
. cooking skillz
. left-wing politics, hold the righteousness
. compassion
. balls (in the gender-inclusive sense)
. refined sense of nostalgia
. tech-savvy
. curiousity about people, the world, history
. opinions, plus malleability in the face of new evidence
. tallness...
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joyrider:
where do i send my cv? i have olivia and s5 listed as character references.
belly:
all cvs to annabel@belly.net.nz!
i need a hug. i'm feelin' blue. blue, blue.
digdug:
*hug*
is it wrong to blame everything on ayn rand?
austie_jonez:
the movie The Fountainhead just came on tv. i could stand it for 3 minutes.
when i get home from school, i take my laptop out of its case and plug it in. i check my email, even though i just checked it half an hour ago at my desk, and fire up kazaa. sometimes, after that, i have a cup of tea or go for a walk or to the supermarket. then i have a shower, because it's too...
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ninji:
oh goodness. this is so nice. looks like you have ritual in your life.
i so badly need ritual.
sometimes, "it's the little things. . . "
ninji
i so badly need ritual.
sometimes, "it's the little things. . . "
ninji
austie_jonez:
i hope you are talking to your 'friends' on the phone.