I am going through an extremely rough time right now and don't necessarily know what to do..
I started dating this AMAZING man. He tells me everyday how beautiful and wonderful i am. He did whatever he could to make me smile. It has been 3 months. Here is the problem. He has been hurt so many times that he is afraid to jump fully... Read More
We have talked. He is so damaged that he thinks that he deserves to be alone and that he doesn't deserve happiness. He wants me to forget about him and make myself happy no matter what. We both have never been happier in our lives, but I am ready, and he is not.
Wow.. this has been an amazing adventure for me. I have good and bad news writing this blog so bare with me.
I just recently moved to Colorado. Why? I threw a dart on a map and that's where it landed. No job, no friends, no family... alll by myself. On the way out here, i decided to make it a road trip for myself.... Read More
I haven't been on here in a while..
Sorry everyone..
Did get a lot of new ink done..
Have absolutely no clue as to when i'll post photos..
so no promises..
hope all is well...
On my side of the tracks haven't been so pretty the past couple of months.. so i apologize for not being active.
By the way. Why just "one more try?" It should not matter how long it takes. It may only take one more photoset, or it may take 5. I know that rejection can be heartbreaking, but if you are willing to give up so quickly, maybe this is truly not a dream of yours. If you're just doing this for the title, then that is the wrong reason. I can see that you have many admirers and fans, and they could care less whether it says "hopeful" or "suicide girl" next to your name. I think I speak for many people when I say that we would all be disappointed to see you quit.