beaky's SuicideGirls Blog

It looks like I'm headed back to Guatemala in the near future, I can't get cheap mental health around here and I need time and a friendly environment to get better and loose weight.

I'm so fucking sad about this, I can't hack it as a basic productive human being. And I get to miss my kids again. Whooopieeee!!!!!

*shoots self*

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redrobin13:

Ohhh...well maybe it will be good for you. But we will miss you too.

Jul 8, 2007

xxtmnt87xx:

FMA is one of those shows that you sort of need to watch most of them. because almost every episode can be watched on it's own but there's so much more to it than just that single episode. kinda like a lot of anime shows that i tend to watch.

Jul 10, 2007

ohh noes I just got fired!!!
Now I don't have monies for the head doctors

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redrobin13:

thanks! I'm back and all rested for some good old silliness fun!

Jul 3, 2007

tinyhobo:

oh noes!

I love you beakazoid.

Jul 4, 2007

Depression runs deep in my family, and I knew that I was vulnerable to it, but not to this extent. Today its better, but for the last couple of weeks its been hell for me.
HAPL I need a head doctor

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daghost:

No freaking depression.

Hope you are oding better now.

doing, ehem.

Jun 23, 2007

ilectra:

awww you poor thing...Depression really sucks it runs in my family too but I'd been lucky to not have problems with in it like 10 years but I feel for you hon and I have missed you lots

Jun 25, 2007

New youtube... or mytube.... ahhhrrrr

For Ilectra

lo siento

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lizfitts:

Thanks for the heads up. (I still don't understand, tho........the internet PATOIS frightens & confuses me.)

Aw, baby......why you feeling low? I just sent my husband to our family psychiatrist for a tune up. It's hard to listen to someone you love kvetch & moan about how miserable they are. Especially when they haven't gotten out of bed for a month. And I am no psychiatrist (despite my pretentions of mental health!)

Jun 21, 2007

lizfitts:

Oh, so sorry to hear that. Families are most difficult relationships. How are your baby boys?

My birthday was on Saturday, & I spoke to my mother for the first time in a year. She always throws me for an emotional loop, so I avoid dealing with her. But this time, she was so sweet & lovely that I'm like....."Mommy?" She was even nice to my husband - who she hates (hated?).

Hold on tight, sweetie. You're strong.

Jun 21, 2007

I'm le tired...

I've been so busy the last couple of days, that I haven't even logged on SG... *shock*

Lately I've been thinking a lot about the past and how I would like a "do over" in many a times. I don't want to sound regretful but, I am sometimes, what?? I'm not perfect, far from it. uhhhhggg

/mini rant

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xxtmnt87xx:

no worries man, if you didn't want to do things over then there'd be something wrong with you. everyone wants a do over on many things. many of us more times than others.

and stop being so busy so you can be on the boards more

someone has to make some good threads to make up for certain other people making tons and tons of not so good ones ;x