its rather cold today....
its my birthday bitches!!!!!
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riz:
!! 
ixxie_sparkle:
meh, yanno...
happy birthday...last month. i suck.
happy birthday...last month. i suck.
I'm pissed 
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faytal_kraydel:
Happy Birthday sir.
Just to let all of the Silliness (Randomness) gang that I love them and Ill miss hanging out with them. Im not dying or anything, its just that I wont be able to be on chat or on SG a lot from now on. The culprit, no pewter at my place.
So I love you all....
Specially you baby G.
So I love you all....
Specially you baby G.
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stfred:
I'll miss ya beaky 
that youtube marathon was serious fun
that youtube marathon was serious fun
phantasy:
We love you too!
I miss you all so much...
Im doing better, it turns out that I might be bi-polar.
Please leave a message I want to know how everybody is doing
Im doing better, it turns out that I might be bi-polar.
Please leave a message I want to know how everybody is doing
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xxtmnt87xx:
i left chat earlier cause i wasn't really in the mood to talk to people, and i had a wedding to go to not too long after i got in there.
redrobin13:
So good to talk to you the other day.....hope you are ok and you are feeling a little better.
So, I'll be flying home to Guatemala for at least 2 months on Monday, why, you may ask, because I need to get my shit together, it seems I've come to a complete meltdown on what I'm supposed to be or accomplish at this stage in life, and I need, psychiatric, medical, financial oh hell even spiritual help and heeling.
Guatemala may be a bit...
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Guatemala may be a bit...
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connielingus:
I hope all is well with you, sweets. Sometimes a little dose of home is all you need.
Come back soon, I don't have anyone to call Daddy.
Come back soon, I don't have anyone to call Daddy.
theinsatiableft:
It's a good song and that's my favorite band. You should check it out. I'm...meh..today. I haven't done all that much, but I actually feel overwhelmed by my life at the moment.
It looks like I'm headed back to Guatemala in the near future, I can't get cheap mental health around here and I need time and a friendly environment to get better and loose weight.
I'm so fucking sad about this, I can't hack it as a basic productive human being. And I get to miss my kids again. Whooopieeee!!!!!
*shoots self*
I'm so fucking sad about this, I can't hack it as a basic productive human being. And I get to miss my kids again. Whooopieeee!!!!!
*shoots self*
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redrobin13:
Ohhh...well maybe it will be good for you. But we will miss you too.
xxtmnt87xx:
FMA is one of those shows that you sort of need to watch most of them. because almost every episode can be watched on it's own but there's so much more to it than just that single episode. kinda like a lot of anime shows that i tend to watch.
ohh noes I just got fired!!!
Now I don't have monies for the head doctors
Now I don't have monies for the head doctors
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redrobin13:
thanks! I'm back and all rested for some good old silliness fun!
tinyhobo:
oh noes!
I love you beakazoid.
I love you beakazoid.
Depression runs deep in my family, and I knew that I was vulnerable to it, but not to this extent. Today its better, but for the last couple of weeks its been hell for me.
HAPL I need a head doctor
HAPL I need a head doctor
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daghost:
No freaking depression.
Hope you are oding better now.
doing, ehem.
Hope you are oding better now.
doing, ehem.
ilectra:
awww you poor thing...Depression really sucks it runs in my family too but I'd been lucky to not have problems with in it like 10 years but I feel for you hon and I have missed you lots
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lizfitts:
Thanks for the heads up. (I still don't understand, tho........the internet PATOIS frightens & confuses me.)
Aw, baby......why you feeling low? I just sent my husband to our family psychiatrist for a tune up. It's hard to listen to someone you love kvetch & moan about how miserable they are. Especially when they haven't gotten out of bed for a month. And I am no psychiatrist (despite my pretentions of mental health!)
Aw, baby......why you feeling low? I just sent my husband to our family psychiatrist for a tune up. It's hard to listen to someone you love kvetch & moan about how miserable they are. Especially when they haven't gotten out of bed for a month. And I am no psychiatrist (despite my pretentions of mental health!)
lizfitts:
Oh, so sorry to hear that. Families are most difficult relationships. How are your baby boys?
My birthday was on Saturday, & I spoke to my mother for the first time in a year. She always throws me for an emotional loop, so I avoid dealing with her. But this time, she was so sweet & lovely that I'm like....."Mommy?" She was even nice to my husband - who she hates (hated?).
Hold on tight, sweetie. You're strong.
My birthday was on Saturday, & I spoke to my mother for the first time in a year. She always throws me for an emotional loop, so I avoid dealing with her. But this time, she was so sweet & lovely that I'm like....."Mommy?" She was even nice to my husband - who she hates (hated?).
Hold on tight, sweetie. You're strong.
I'm le tired...
I've been so busy the last couple of days, that I haven't even logged on SG... *shock*
Lately I've been thinking a lot about the past and how I would like a "do over" in many a times. I don't want to sound regretful but, I am sometimes, what?? I'm not perfect, far from it. uhhhhggg
/mini rant
I've been so busy the last couple of days, that I haven't even logged on SG... *shock*
Lately I've been thinking a lot about the past and how I would like a "do over" in many a times. I don't want to sound regretful but, I am sometimes, what?? I'm not perfect, far from it. uhhhhggg
/mini rant
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xxtmnt87xx:
no worries man, if you didn't want to do things over then there'd be something wrong with you. everyone wants a do over on many things. many of us more times than others.
and stop being so busy so you can be on the boards more
someone has to make some good threads to make up for certain other people making tons and tons of not so good ones ;x
and stop being so busy so you can be on the boards more
someone has to make some good threads to make up for certain other people making tons and tons of not so good ones ;x
jennylou:
I spend a lot of time doing that too.
Having fun with my son...
great! I'm raising him to be an attention whore...
great! I'm raising him to be an attention whore...
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kekelyn:
relaxing of course like..watching a movie
and napping....
like..watching a movie and napping....
kekelyn:
and what is relaxing to you?
I haven't woken up to it being in the 60's in a long time.
Still it seems a little strange that I'm shivering if it's below 70.