so this blog will be about what im thankful for.
Im thankful for Suicide Girls. I have to start there because SG has given me so much more than i feel like i could ever give back. In my darkest times as a chubby little punk rock teenage girl, i looked to the strong women of SG to show me i was still beautiful. Later in life, SG showed me how to be confident in my own skin. And to see the beauty in myself AND others. Without Suicide Girls leading by example, i dont know if i would have ever found my confidence, independenc,e individuality and strength. I am forever thankful for that. And now, I can be thankful for the community here who has made me feel strong and beautiful. A community who has given me great friends, great supporters, and great listeners. I am thankful for having a place to show that confidence and independence i have discovered, and a place where i can be myself and showcase who I am. I can only hope to inspire other girls and give them confidence in themselves in return for all SG has taught me.
I am thankful for the opportunity to go to school and study my passion. I know how lucky i am to be in a position to do so. and i am thankful to my parents for making it possible in the face of so many challenges and hardships over the past couple of years. it has not been an easy road, but i am forever thankful for the opportunity.
I am thankful for my nephew who just turned 1 this week for showing me what it really means to love and care for someone else. He is a truly special person in my life, and while he cant talk much yet, and cant walk, when he looks at me and smiles with recognition, gives me kisses and falls asleep in my arms, i melt. and i feel his love back. and it's truly unique. Ive never loved as much i love that little man.
I am thankful for my boyfriend who, over the past 6+ years, has supported me, cared for me, inspired me and encouraged me. Without him, im not sure where i would be today. He is the only one who lifts me up when im down, keeps me going when i want to quit, and holds my hand when i need the help i hate to ask for. he takes care of me when im sick, helps me relax when stress is getting the better of me, and listens to me talk endlessly about anything at all. he is truly my very best friend. I am so thankful to have him in my life. even though he drives me fucking crazy sometimes.
I am thankful for the few true friends i have. there may not be many of them, and I may not get to see them often, but they are honestly great people to have in my life. I can count on them, and i respect them and trust them.
I am thankful for being born where i was born, in the time i was born, to the people i was born to. There is much to be said for the luck associated with when and where you are born. I am endlessly thankful to be one of the more fortunate people on this planet. and mourn for those who were not as lucky, and admire those who have risen from less.
I am thankful for my kitten Jackie, who loves me unconditionally. the companionship of a pet is truly special. She doesnt judge me or question me. She just loves me and cuddles me. She can sense when i need her for comfort. im just so thankful to have her.
