Well I spent a lot of time thinking and soul searching... I came to the decision that I am moving on. I got rid of everything that reminded me of "her" and deleted every way I had to contact her. So today is a new day and I am feeling pretty great today!
So last night I went to my old house to help my old room mate kick out some squatters that decided to move in without consent. As soon as I walked in I was pissed. They had completely trashed the place I called home for 3 years. I felt like they disrespected me by trashing it. Well cops ended up being called and the squatters had to leave. I now have to go and see of I can salvage anything I left there... It amazes me how dirty and nasty people can be!
I was told again last night that I am intimidating... If anyone actually knew me they would realize I am a big teddy bear. I find it hilarious that I can intimidate people just by the way I carry myself and the way I speak.
When I looked in the mirror yesterday I realized I am losing my love handles and gaining definition and that's just from working at the bar, lifting cases of beer and such... I am happy that I am finally getting my muscle tone back. Slowly but surely I will look and feel better and better!
Well everyone have a wonderful week!
Much love,
Dave-o
