azhben

i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it.
(anywhere i go, my dear; and whatever is done only by me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful your are my world, my true)
and its you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or the mind can hide)
and this is the wonder thats keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart
(i carry it in my heart)

ee cummings


i said goodbye to my best friend today. i love you odette.
i miss your kisses and your jingles. i miss baths and pretties.
i miss cuddles. i miss naps. i miss drives in the car and holidays.
i miss barking and playing and treats and please potty outside.
i miss coming home to you. i love you so much. i imagine you here with me curled up beside me.

i don't think my heart can take any more ache.

i miss my baby girl. i hate being alone like this.