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the one person who really knows me best
says i'm like a cat
yeah the kind of cat that you just can't pick up
and throw into your lap
no, the kind that doesn't mind being held
only when its her idea
yeah, the kind that feels what she decides to feel
when she is good and ready to feel it.

--ani d.

Suicide Girls on Apartment Therapy

2 of my favorite things! Today I am going up to the bar (walking, if it isn't too cold) to drink a Pepsi (why is there no Coke?) and watch the game. We are stupid broke so that's the plan. Jer has to work until.. like 3ish or whenever he gets done. At least some friends will be there so...
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due to a messy tortoise and wars over dishes we now have a family of fruit flies which i take much joy in destroying. effing a.

Got things mostly ironed out with the boyfriend. He is sick, has been sick for almost 3 weeks now. Time to take him to the doctor. I have to rush OT tonight to get him to the Emergicare - I will be exhausted BUT at least I'll know whats wrong with him and hopefully he will get better quick.

Halloween is this week, that is...
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oh man, i am so bored / frustrated with my hairs. i have bangs and i'm kind of in hate with them. i am not sure what to do with them. grow them out, keep hating them.. i don't know whether to go brown or blonde. man it is just W T F. i r frustrated.

went to the zoo with rosaleigh and it was...
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work sucks, come on friday.

Ah. a day off. A day to get away from the boss's self-imposed drama at work and relax. Did I mention that his recent hissy fit cost me almost $200 in lost wages? Yea. That kind of mad. Now, instead of getting from 2:30pm-10:pm counted as overtime and working with a lot of great people, I have to stay in my own building and get...
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I don't know why it takes me like, FOREVER to make a flyer. I am making one for our motorcycle club (Offutt Riders) for our poker run in June.

We are going to go eat steak because MUD screwed me ONCE AGAIN. I hate you, MUD. Threaten to turn my water off over a valve that WASN'T BROKEN IN THE FIRST PLACE. Then tell me...
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You guys I am so tired. Like dead.

Tomorrow I am going to be so productive. I am going to wake up by 8:30 and get shit done around here.

Today was so good productive-wise but so bad on the physical exhaustion.

Okthnxbi

You guys I haven't blogged in forever. I always thought I would miss blogging but I guess I don't that much. Well, sometimes I do, but things have been so busy that it's like.. I could be doing something so much more important to the 'now.'

Work is okay, it isn't terrible but it definitely has it's days. Changing hours has helped immensely.

Home is...
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