started my first day of school at international academy of design on monday. I'm in the Digital Movie Production program. So far its going pretty good. I have some pretty cool teachers, I also start working at the Sears Portrait Studio in Westshore Plaza next week. I'm excited about that! Just not so sure if I can do all the dancing around to entertain little kids thing yet. I've never really had to do it, except for once, but that was my senior project. Hmm, who knows though. I'm pretty good with kids, my boss says I have a wonderful smile, so that should be pretty easy. i just don't know yet.
girls situation?
well its definitly a situation. I like this girl, and she likes me, but this girl also has 4 other guys that like her, and she likes them too. so its like a race/competition to see who gets the girl. I've been doing pretty well, me and her started to get really close and everything, if we're not on the phone with each other, we're texting each other, if we're not texting, we're im'ing, if we're not im'ing, we're emailing each other, so yeah. we always have contact.
so far 2 guys have dropped out of the race. one just stopped calling her and everything, the other one became a platonic friend, and now it's just me, and the other guy.
the only thing about the other guy, is that this guy is like her on again/off again boyfriend. they've gone through so much. yet they're always willing to take each other back. even when they always mess around with other people behind their backs. its like love man. a love that I want. He's up in Destin though for school, and he's in school for like 5 years. this kid is like serious about her too, but only when he wants to be it seems. he's already told her that he wants to marry her and stuff, and she told me that he once took 2 hours to plan out their life from that point until about 75 years old, when he figures they'll just be old together.
so yeah, why should I even still be in this "race" when I have that to compete against? I'm really getting along with her, and she's becoming a really good friend to me, and yet I want so much more. i've told her this. i've told her everything that's been on my mind. i don't wanna just wait around always liking this girl and then hope something happens, to only get crushed when that guy comes back, and she runs off with him. But I don't just want to leave, because I know its only gonna be weird, and i'm pretty much gonna lose a great friend, and i don't want that, and she doesn't want it either.
so what do to?
girls situation?
well its definitly a situation. I like this girl, and she likes me, but this girl also has 4 other guys that like her, and she likes them too. so its like a race/competition to see who gets the girl. I've been doing pretty well, me and her started to get really close and everything, if we're not on the phone with each other, we're texting each other, if we're not texting, we're im'ing, if we're not im'ing, we're emailing each other, so yeah. we always have contact.
so far 2 guys have dropped out of the race. one just stopped calling her and everything, the other one became a platonic friend, and now it's just me, and the other guy.
the only thing about the other guy, is that this guy is like her on again/off again boyfriend. they've gone through so much. yet they're always willing to take each other back. even when they always mess around with other people behind their backs. its like love man. a love that I want. He's up in Destin though for school, and he's in school for like 5 years. this kid is like serious about her too, but only when he wants to be it seems. he's already told her that he wants to marry her and stuff, and she told me that he once took 2 hours to plan out their life from that point until about 75 years old, when he figures they'll just be old together.
so yeah, why should I even still be in this "race" when I have that to compete against? I'm really getting along with her, and she's becoming a really good friend to me, and yet I want so much more. i've told her this. i've told her everything that's been on my mind. i don't wanna just wait around always liking this girl and then hope something happens, to only get crushed when that guy comes back, and she runs off with him. But I don't just want to leave, because I know its only gonna be weird, and i'm pretty much gonna lose a great friend, and i don't want that, and she doesn't want it either.
so what do to?