So I talked to Katy for about 2 and a half hours post-football controversy in this little boy's mind. I do remember that we talked about (jokingly of course) how I want to just drop out of school this semester if something bad happens again, in terms of our collective lives. Don't know what I'm talking about? Maybe I should give you the rundown of what's going on with me:
-People hate me.
-I've grown to be disconnected with my once close group of friends here at school. Granted, its mostly my fault, but still, it blows.
-My uncle was recently diagnosed with Leukemia, which is a devastating blow to that side of the family.
-I've now bounced my bank account for the first time in years, which just is never good.
-I have no job, and for that matter, no one seems to ever call back if I do hand in an application. Hello? I've worked in food service for 5 years now, at the same place, and I have a shit load of experience in that field. Why am I not getting called back again? It's not like I have such a busy schedule here, hence why I need a job (well, that and the whole bouncing my bank account).
-Katy's not been having the best time with people either, which drags me down eventually. Besides that, I just miss her anyways, and I wish I could be there for her, and not over the phone instead.
-My dad's being a cock and trying to mess with my family's life around the holidays, which is just what we fucking need right now, right?
-My meal plan is officially gone. I've been living off of Cap'n Crunch: Peanut Butter Crunch for about a week now, alongside Cliff Bars and Bare Naked trail mix my mother always gets me when I'm home.
-On top of the "having no money" issue, this means that I cannot even get anybody (let alone my mother of all people) something for Christmas, which I feel absolutely awful about. Seriously, you have no idea how depressed this makes me.
-My Misfits, Edward Gorey and Nightmare Before Christmas posters have been ruined while I was home on break for some odd reason. I came back to find them either ripped or on the floor in crumpled positions.
-I have to come out to my family that I'm Vegan eventually over Christmas break, which is going to spark controversy like no one's business. On top of that, it just makes me want to never sit down to dinner ever again with my extended family for holiday dinners ever again. Thanksgiving was such a fiasco from being only Vegetarian in their eyes, and I don't even want to face the fact that I'm going to have to spend my entire Christmas day explaining to each individual member what it means because they're dumb and can't listen all at the same time.
-They still haven't brought up the site for the room changes that Terrace hall residents were supposed to have done by December 1st, which gives me the feeling that I'm going to get fucked out of the room I really want.
Ball sack.
I must look at the positives however. This past week, albeit being a giant shit sandwich that I have to take a bite out of each day, has had it's positives:
-Going to Mongolian BBQ with Roberta and Allison on Friday was better than I had imagined it would be. Granted, the weather really bit it, but it was an experience nonetheless.
-Mall trips with both Allison-Roberta/Erin-Stacey was fun, especially because I was actually restraining my impulse-purchase tendency because I was actually looking for something specific to buy, and not something that would just make me feel better in the end.
-I have done better in my classes than I expected. I am actually looking to get 3 A's and 1 B instead of the split 2 and 2 I had previously imagined.
-My talks with Katy almost every other night have been fabulous. Only thing I look forward to after a really shitty day is just venting to her about how people need to choke on their own seamen.
-Playing Clue/Scatagories (I won both of those games, by the by, because of my awesome use of Canadian Trivia relative to Scatagories) with Stacey, Erin and Cassie.
-Stacey and I decorating Cassie's car with balloons and ribbons while she was working last night.
-Going to Pizza Hut (which I guess now is high class, because they've added 'Italian Bistro' as their subtitle) with Cassie, Stacey, Becky and Rach.
-Finding out that my Ohio History professor knows Matt Clement of the Boston Red Sox. This means something, I know it does....
Well, anyways, I have 2 days of classes left, and 2 days of exams for this young mind. I don't know if I'll update too much before I head home for break, but I do want to see certain people before I leave; especially you, Julie. I'm talking to you right now, and yet we haven't seen each other in almost 3 weeks. Unacceptable.
-Patrick
-People hate me.
-I've grown to be disconnected with my once close group of friends here at school. Granted, its mostly my fault, but still, it blows.
-My uncle was recently diagnosed with Leukemia, which is a devastating blow to that side of the family.
-I've now bounced my bank account for the first time in years, which just is never good.
-I have no job, and for that matter, no one seems to ever call back if I do hand in an application. Hello? I've worked in food service for 5 years now, at the same place, and I have a shit load of experience in that field. Why am I not getting called back again? It's not like I have such a busy schedule here, hence why I need a job (well, that and the whole bouncing my bank account).
-Katy's not been having the best time with people either, which drags me down eventually. Besides that, I just miss her anyways, and I wish I could be there for her, and not over the phone instead.
-My dad's being a cock and trying to mess with my family's life around the holidays, which is just what we fucking need right now, right?
-My meal plan is officially gone. I've been living off of Cap'n Crunch: Peanut Butter Crunch for about a week now, alongside Cliff Bars and Bare Naked trail mix my mother always gets me when I'm home.
-On top of the "having no money" issue, this means that I cannot even get anybody (let alone my mother of all people) something for Christmas, which I feel absolutely awful about. Seriously, you have no idea how depressed this makes me.
-My Misfits, Edward Gorey and Nightmare Before Christmas posters have been ruined while I was home on break for some odd reason. I came back to find them either ripped or on the floor in crumpled positions.
-I have to come out to my family that I'm Vegan eventually over Christmas break, which is going to spark controversy like no one's business. On top of that, it just makes me want to never sit down to dinner ever again with my extended family for holiday dinners ever again. Thanksgiving was such a fiasco from being only Vegetarian in their eyes, and I don't even want to face the fact that I'm going to have to spend my entire Christmas day explaining to each individual member what it means because they're dumb and can't listen all at the same time.
-They still haven't brought up the site for the room changes that Terrace hall residents were supposed to have done by December 1st, which gives me the feeling that I'm going to get fucked out of the room I really want.
Ball sack.
I must look at the positives however. This past week, albeit being a giant shit sandwich that I have to take a bite out of each day, has had it's positives:
-Going to Mongolian BBQ with Roberta and Allison on Friday was better than I had imagined it would be. Granted, the weather really bit it, but it was an experience nonetheless.
-Mall trips with both Allison-Roberta/Erin-Stacey was fun, especially because I was actually restraining my impulse-purchase tendency because I was actually looking for something specific to buy, and not something that would just make me feel better in the end.
-I have done better in my classes than I expected. I am actually looking to get 3 A's and 1 B instead of the split 2 and 2 I had previously imagined.
-My talks with Katy almost every other night have been fabulous. Only thing I look forward to after a really shitty day is just venting to her about how people need to choke on their own seamen.
-Playing Clue/Scatagories (I won both of those games, by the by, because of my awesome use of Canadian Trivia relative to Scatagories) with Stacey, Erin and Cassie.
-Stacey and I decorating Cassie's car with balloons and ribbons while she was working last night.
-Going to Pizza Hut (which I guess now is high class, because they've added 'Italian Bistro' as their subtitle) with Cassie, Stacey, Becky and Rach.
-Finding out that my Ohio History professor knows Matt Clement of the Boston Red Sox. This means something, I know it does....
Well, anyways, I have 2 days of classes left, and 2 days of exams for this young mind. I don't know if I'll update too much before I head home for break, but I do want to see certain people before I leave; especially you, Julie. I'm talking to you right now, and yet we haven't seen each other in almost 3 weeks. Unacceptable.
-Patrick