So I'm torn . . . and don't know what to do . . .
I've been with the this guy for about a yr and 9 months, minus the 3 months we broke up this past spring. And although I love him dearly I just KNOW we aren't meant to be together. I know there is someone out there who will treat me with love and respect, who will actually be interested in who I am and what's important to me, who cares about my happiness. Sigh. He hasn't been that great to me, and I don't know why we are still together. But I am scared to let him go . . . Because I have gotten so used to life with him. But I know, I know, I know in my gut it's not going to work. It's just so hard! We talked tonight about it and he said he needs to think things over, decide what he wants to do. But I've already decided . . . I just have to do it. For myself. And for him as well, because I'm sure there is someone else who can make him happier than I can. I know what I have to do . . . I just don't wanna do it! I'm being a wuss, I know. Please send me some words of encouragement . . . I need it.
I've been with the this guy for about a yr and 9 months, minus the 3 months we broke up this past spring. And although I love him dearly I just KNOW we aren't meant to be together. I know there is someone out there who will treat me with love and respect, who will actually be interested in who I am and what's important to me, who cares about my happiness. Sigh. He hasn't been that great to me, and I don't know why we are still together. But I am scared to let him go . . . Because I have gotten so used to life with him. But I know, I know, I know in my gut it's not going to work. It's just so hard! We talked tonight about it and he said he needs to think things over, decide what he wants to do. But I've already decided . . . I just have to do it. For myself. And for him as well, because I'm sure there is someone else who can make him happier than I can. I know what I have to do . . . I just don't wanna do it! I'm being a wuss, I know. Please send me some words of encouragement . . . I need it.