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Carmel, NY

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Tuesday Jul 25, 2006

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another day...i absolutely abhor working late....not even staying until late, but only when i have to go in at 6 at night...you have the whole day to realize why you love having a day off and then WHAM! you suck again. but it is my fault today i suppose...doctors appt that could not be delayed...yuck.

i guess it isnt true that if you die in your dreams you die in real life. or hmmm...maybe i was just looking pretty grim last night. i'm one of those who only remembers the insanely bad dreams. the dreams where fathers or lovers dont love you anymore and people die and you kill yourself. its fucked up, i tell you, and damn disconcerting when you try to start your day. thank god i only get one every few months. they are so scary though lol. it makes me feel like a little girl. confused frown bok bok and so does this post. but if i cant say it to you guys, who can i say it to?

question for all of you: most fucked up dream you've ever had. (it could be fucked up in a good way though) i wanna know, so if you're bored ( like me)...let me know.
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brucewayne:
I totally understand the whole dream ruining your day thing. And i must say it does suck. Usually i end up trying to go back to sleep to force myself to try and change it. I watched a crazy movie about dreams and what not Waking Life it was wierd to say the least. If dreams get your juices flowing that movie will tickle your mind. OK now as for fucked up dreams had a few only a couple recurring however so i will use one fo those. In the one that scares the shit out of me i am sleighrideing, yea really scary right? and anywya i am going down this huge hill and i go out onto a resavior and go over the dam. Now i sleigh down the dam but hit a bumpin the ice and fall helplessly to my death and wake up on impact. Only thing that ever changes are the color of my gloves and the color of the sled. God i hate that dream. skull

On a better note at least you dont have to go to work until 6 pm i leave everyday for work at 6am....ugh i wish i was back on a shift that suits my late night habbits like a 3-11 pm or something. we can hope and dream...right?

ok my dream wouldnt lighten a mood so ill try with this

the death of the day
brings the brith of the night
sometimes dreams can fill us with fright
but nevertheless we are reborn with a new days light

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Here a picture from the sunset in Dutchess County last week



Feel better

Jul 25, 2006
darlinginvalid:
Kingston, kingston is on the odd side. Im not sure what vibe I get from that town yet- though in all fairness I havent explored it enough to completely pass judgement. Rhinebeck, havent been to though. I like it around here. Ive established myself a semi waldenpondish mood, wherein Im just isolated enough from the things I ought to be isolated from. Like consistant internet access. Hah! In anycase, if you can recommend anything wonderful to do or see inthe area I'd love it...

The most fucked up dream I've had in recent memory...I cant say it was all that gruesome...but when I broke up with my last girlfriend I started having stupid sappy love dreams that contradicted everything that was happening when I was awake. That created a pretty intense mindfuck. Otherwise I havent had terrible dream in quite a while-
and now im knocking on wood.

hah.
Jul 25, 2006

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