i try not to dwell or think or be all angsty and depressed...it just barely works anymore...how do you get past something that's been a part of you for all of your adult life? how do you keep sane? he's dating a fucking stripper...it is a goddamn joke but it breaks my heart all the same...
and you know what really gets me???? now that i went and made him my entire life, he leaves and i am left with nothing except his markings all over my body...
i guess now is the perfect time to leave this place and start over...i need to go back to school anyway....where do you think i should go??? california, australia, LONDON maybe? ahhh, anywhere away from here..
here's to getting tattooed by the lost love of your life!!!!
and you know what really gets me???? now that i went and made him my entire life, he leaves and i am left with nothing except his markings all over my body...
i guess now is the perfect time to leave this place and start over...i need to go back to school anyway....where do you think i should go??? california, australia, LONDON maybe? ahhh, anywhere away from here..
here's to getting tattooed by the lost love of your life!!!!
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the umbrella is actually from Target. it's part of their standard collection so as far as i know it's in Targets all around the country. it's so fun because you can see through it and actually still see the rain, snow, sleet falling. the only problem is the plastic is kinda sticky so you have to be careful when you open it because it tends to stick to itself unless you dry it out really well and don't squish it.
the lights of course are not recommended for outdoor use
til next time...hope you are doing better and feeling stronger everyday