atalanta

I want my own apartment so I can have free space and decorate it how i want and be alone and not be bothered by people that I don't like and roommates who don't clean or get toilet paper. I should definately look into that. I want one of those beds that is inside a wall. Like a little cove with doors. I mean, it's not going to happen for a while but I'm just putting it out there. I need my own space that's a little bigger than the walk in closet bedroom that i live in at school. Also, I need to start a big art project. Something substantial that will make me feel less of a waste of life. Somehow, all this reading and writing papers nonsense does not nearly come close to making me feel as accomplished as photographing and printing does.

I am so restless. Wednesday is so close.