assassin4hire

I cant speak to people anymore. abstract. they dont make sense to me. i think were speaking a different language. its like a game now. they speak in codes and i decipher them and try to get some sort of meaning out of it. often i give up and just curse them out or start laughing.

Thus address the phenomenon known as.. RELATIONSHIPS.
this is when 2 or more people interact with eachother. why?

i want to be understood.

liar.

i want to be comforted..

closer.. *giggle*

i want to be loved...?

uh-huh. why didnt you just say so?

the exchange of words.. ideas.. perspectives. the company and warmth of another creature, so similar to you.. yet so different. a social evoloution, learning from one another, from the most technical skills to the slightest mannerisms. do we interact to evolve? can a person survive without interaction? would they want to?

we break off into subcultures, classifications of our interests and group with others. each category developing a unique set of skills and lingo, evolving with one another, even as each sub-group is unavoidably linked through the basic set of human emotions- anger, love, despair happiness, ect.. inside the groups, smaller groups form. these known as "close" or "best" friends, a elite set handpicked by each member to have the utmost priority in matters of attention, care and communication. last but not least, the couple. where 2 individuals choose to a commited term of interaction with one another, both mentally and phsically.

people living outside this order are known as anti-social. hermits. weirdos. losers. strangely enough this superconnected society.. even these people have begun to interact. through the internet. reinvention of self. youre a hero now. being socially defunct is becoming a lifestyle, groups are teaching it, learning it, romanticizing it. people are able to test lifestyles now, like a wary swimmer dipping one toe in a pool. with no real commitments.. no sincerity.. just empty spirits jumping from one shell to the next. waiting to see who makes the next song they feel "defines" them.. or the next fashion statement for thier chosen subculture, so they can make a desperate grasp for a little more life.. meaning, purpose. image, buy, enjoy life. eat a chalupa.