ashie

I need to go to sleeeeep.


I have an apt. to see a lawyer tomorrow @ 1.
physical therapy @ 330
packing for cali as well...

I leave for cali bright and early on thursday morning..
to be sober, or not to be.. that is the question!
hmmm, who knows, i guess time will tell.

~took some new pics.. i need to upload them.. just...
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Woo. today will be another adventure into the wonderful world of knee pain and doctors.. i swear my knee feels 10 times better before i go to the doctor than after... the poking and prodding sucks! maybe I should rebel..

In other news,,, wait.. I have no other news.. Its noon.. and I need a nap

woo! tomorrow I get to meet the SOCO group!!! Im wicked excited and cant wait!


In other news... Im going to EDC!

Electric Daisy Carnival


much love to my best friend pounce, she called me up and said.. I just bought your ticket to EDC.. so your going.. she's livin it up in vegas now.. and I <3 her alot..


ahhh.. lounging around the house...
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I want to be a fetish photographer,

Darkness Falling

Darkness faintly falling, atop the shinning light
Some self inner calling, holds back the child inside
Chained by expectations
Striped by tribulations
A tomb constructed over, a girl that never died

Shaded, quiet, listless, befalls with stated strife
Faded, tired mistress, recalls a hated life
Gathering her graces
Outward then she faces
Sharded crystal angel, disolves the evil night

owwwww

Well.. Im sitting here waiting to go to Planet of the Drums. It fucking sucks that I'm still on crutches.. in other news.. I got my digi cam back.. so its picture taking time galore!! w00t. I'll be the babe tonight in the vinyl miniskirt and on crutches.. wooohoo <3

woo!!!


so Ive been stuck at home lately...


bored... out... of... my... mind!!!!


I have to go for an MRI sometime this week..

and I guess I tore a couple ligaments and my meniscus..

sooo.

I went to the campout, Twisted Woods this weekend...


friday was bitchin, drinking and insanity and turntables in the mountains awesome


saturday... on our way down the dirt road.. the asshole driving.. flipped the car...


so now after hospital stuff is done, im finally home, im in a full knee brace, i have a possibly torn ligament... I had a wicked concussion.. and i...
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moved.... well for the most part... still need to find usage of someone's truck and stuff for the rest of the move... to move my desk and couch and stuff like that.. but i have the basic neccesities here <3




boredom... Ive been out of the lodo scene for abit.. dont know what goes on down here anymore..

sunday night at rock island was bomb......
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moving into my new apt!


10th and pearl.. woo


tonight shall be full of moving, and drinking, and more moving...

and then rock island

rough and tough.....


I have to be at work in a few hours..



My little sister passed away... 10 months old.. Im not sure what to think or how to deal.. emotions dont follow into words quite well.... its been 2 days.. but she's in a better place now.. <3


*stares at clock*

Waitressing... fun.. I dont want to go to work.. Im in quite...
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