ashen_crib

I am an expert mold removal guy.

life goes on
redefining beauty
despite my clumsy attempts
to hold onto
rose-petal pastlives

i talked to my old man on thanksgiving. that was a good move on my part. we were both cordial throughout the conversation even when the inevitable confrontation happened. i like being mature and grown up. who would have thunk? y'know with all of the stress and crap, being a grown...
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my girlie bought me a playstation 2! woot! and not only that but she also got me bloodrayne II and Sacred Hearts: Covenant. i am the happiest gamer boi ever....

she's the sweetest thing.

it's strange to have your current girlfriend and your ex-girlfriend get along so well. i've always wanted to stay friends with jacqui and i'm glad that friendship is possible still despite the changes and distance between us.

it's even stranger to read back on journals and see your ex-girlfriend become an online friend to another ex-girlfriend of mine due to the fact that i wrote...
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well i've got the job at expedia.com so now i'm counting down my days of freedom until i'm enslaved again. it's a really good thing though that i'm looking forward to. the benefits program is amazing and practically covers all possible dilemmas.

am i actually growing up that i care about my benefits package? is that like the landmark sign that says "oh shit boi...you...
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going to my first job interview here in the bay area today. excited about possibly getting some income that doesn't come with strings. the job would be to work at a call center for a subsidiary travel company owned by expedia. mostly i would be the guy to put vacation packages together for people. i donno if i have any future in this but it'll...
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"THE difference, or the main difference between LIKE and LOVE is that LIKE is an investment of yourself into another person and that LOVE is an investment in that other person no matter what the cost is to you."

~Brian Andrew Rogers
2004 (while really fucking high on pot)


peace on ma brothers

isn't it exciting? the march of life trumpeting salutes to the middle-men of history? can we stamp alongside our ideals any longer? keep the pace stern and preposterous? weak and foolish band camp rejects we wait for the fanfare of our 15 minutes on screen. and then blip.

life is more than a mixture of cyan, magenta, yellow, & K.

i've been feeling the desire to write lately. i have this cyber-punk novel idea that keeps haunting me. maybe i'll get some things worked out this week.

it's nice being back in san jose with my baby. phoenix was a good trip but it's already becoming unfamiliar. it's amazing at how fast someone can change.

well after a long break i'm back to ogle the SG's and keep up on my groups. yay!