as_we_whisper

so.....
for the first time in my life, im selfish
i decided i need to walk on my own for a few.
be the chrissy i havent been in years,
because its always been a chrissy with someone.
so i tell him.
he said he knew.
then gives me a semi guilt trip, then tries to tell me he knew it was coming.
i hate that i hurted him, but i hate more that i didnt give myself more time to heal from the last one.
the fuck is my problem.
im so selfish lately...
*sigh*