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drugs fix things.
boys hurt me again.
one in particular, he caught me off guard, made me fall hard, and hes not here as of last night.
but again, the drugs.
<3
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bigfloppy:
drugs are bad ummkay...

oh and ill stap him if you want me to wink wink
sureality:
I know you have been a fan of my work in the past, so I figured I would let you know my new film is posted in my journal today. Come check it out before YT pulls it down.

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so im alive still.
haha.
i started beauty school last week.
and no i will not be a dropout like that damn song everyone sings to me when they find out.
so i go to school 9-4, then work 5-1am almost everday. dunno how im alive.
i met a super nice guy.
hopefully things fall into place or work out in my favor for once....
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tedriot313:
happy turkey day smile
amaya:
youre beautiful smile
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so, my grandmother passed away monday morning, i went to the wake earlier and its so strange to see her laying there and not breathing. it sucks a whole fucking lot, but such is the way of life.
the boy is in jail, and officially not MY boy anymore, in fact, my ex and i are gonna be getting back together i beleive. which im...
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grumpyoldbastard:
sorry, was she a fun person to be around when she was here.


loola:
been thinking about you...and your grandma. i love you.
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i move so soon.
im poor.
the boy is a fucking jerk.
but life isnt bad.
eh
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darkestangel:
Good luck with the move!
tedriot313:
I haven't been online much lately either. Royal Oak Michigan is where I'm planning on moving. my friends out in Denver want me too move there but I'd miss my gal too much
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im 21. ive been drunk alot.i got my monroe pierced. i wanna fight my boyfriend, but i have the worlds biggest crush on him. um, im poor, and that is it!

xo

ps!
thanks for all my birthday wishes!! you all are amazing <3<3<3
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solisipist:
hi , as we whisper, happy belated b day, i was just looking at the local sg members, i live , in eastie, i am originally from lynn, a not so great city about 10 mins. from boston, i read your profileand journals, i really liked them, you are very honest in them. you probably are never that honest in social situations? i identify, i however love this city, i lived in southie, somerville, cambridge and of all places eastie. very ethnic ,old school, but these are the true bostonians, this is the best city i assure you. i have been into the hard core, scene for a long time, from the hay days of F.S.U., hanging at local 186 in allston, a little before your time, but it has dwindled, the rat is gone . all the shows are in worchesater or lowell. i to, have lost touch, with those days . i listen to alot of the bands you mentioned, i still love the old school stuff . but i really dig some of the new stuff, like as i lay dying, lamb of god, ;;they are the next slayer;;, i just went to that metal fest in lowell a while back, poisoin the well were great, i really like norma jean too., any way u dont even know me , and from your journal i got the impression u dont like being hit on, wich in all honesty i am not, i think u got heart, something lacking in a lot of girls i meet these days. when i was reading and you were being hiton by that guy i thought good for her, i am a man, people see me and think, he is hard or tough ,what ever, i am not, i am the biggest baby , most sensitive guy you will ever meet, when you were describing being hit on by a cornball like that and taking care of yourself and dissmissing himlike that, i was proud of ya... and here i am afraid to say hi, i would never say lame shit like that,. i love this site , i have a good job i dont need money . but i asked them how i could become a suicide boy we;ll see. i just like what this stands for. p.s. you caughtme on a nite i felt like socializing, wich is rare, i just dont under stand why people hurt each others feelings, so keep to myself , i mean i have friends and stuff, i just dont like putting myself out there . wow, i am out , and i think u know , but i will tell u u r cute and more!!!!
solisipist:
hey am new to this i shouldnt leave such long test. huhwhateva
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So,
i figured i should update this, cause i never do.

here goes
- new boy, amazing boy, and im falling in love with him! ive known him since i was in 8th grade but we lost touch in high school, so we are reunited and have both turned into the same person.
weird facts, we have the same initials, and i have the same...
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kissesnkittylix:
smile smile smile HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY EVER TO YOU!!! smile smile smile
shane_is_rad:
HAPPY FUCKIN BIRTHDAY

miao!! ~~~ ooo aaa ~~~ ARRR!!! ~~~ blush

~~~ kiss ~~~ blackeyed ~~~ love ~~~ smile


HAY LOOK EVERYONR IS DANCING FOR YOU
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allied:
I see you liked Napoleon Dynamite... Gosh! wink
ericdravyn:
I could tell you but she scares me (in a good way)... love
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yep.
i have a leg full of bruises, and another leg with a huge scrape/bruise from falling onto a bike pedal. the leg of bruises? im not sure, im hoping i beat someone up and they kicked me in the shin.
i slept for 2 hours, puked when i woke up and was still puking when the cab came to get me to sign my...
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darkestangel:
I hope you feel better... my weekend wasnt so great either frown
paint:

Yeah i hpoe you feel better too and
Happy Cinco De Mayo!!! smile wink
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so my life pretty much changed forever on monday.
and im scared.
and feel weird.
and i dont know whats gonna happen in the near future with stuff.
and that scares me too.

but im ok.
i think..
the end.
killgannon:
what happened? what scares ya? ill txt ya tonight to find out cuz your to bad ass'd to be like this
darkestangel:
frown
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careful longest entry ever, and im not even including my roxorz!! picture!

i had a nice nice weekend.
i had to take the worst route ever to get into the city saturday night, missed the last train by 2! minutes, so i had to take the "night owl bus" bad fucking news, its like 10 times longer than the train.
so i got to my...
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darkestangel:
frown
poptart_rock:
that's funny. i ALWAYS check approached by random guys at the most random times. once i was helping my friend move into his place and we were at home depot gettin some stuff. so i'm standing outside, lookin cute of course, but not super dressed up, just chillin. so this guy approaches me and proceeds to tell me how gorgeous i am and gives me his phone number. and the worst is when you get hit on while you're eating. i hate that shit!

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brokensanity:
ooh, yay for the apartmentedness.

biggrin

enjoy.
killgannon:
damn your cute