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so im seeing that i have a very vivid imagination. things are never how they really are through my eyes. and sometimes i wish i didnt have the mind i did because i tend to make my own reality a spiced hot bed of painfull moments of introspection. but when i touch the smooth belly of reality all i want to do is run and...
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www.stormfront.org


my hatred of humanity grows, and thats just hte hairy tip of the obese iceberg. that point is not the point ya dig? i mean the link is not the problem but a branch, artery(sp), or child of the problem.


AND THE PROBLEM IS?

humanity folks. you didnt win anything, so chuck wont tell you want you won.


fuck, racism, classim, they are all...
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hellocentral:
don't hate humanity. humans are fucked up beyond belief, but they're still basically good. we're all just a bit lost right now.
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we are adults.
you wake up (you open eye...singular, we dont use BOTH eyes.) you realize that we are far being children. things are moving. slowly for some. light speed for others. soon we will all look up and we will be old. this...this issue of change, of transience is , it is driving me bat shit. the quest for knowldge is a scary one....
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artinsomnia:
http://fnorg.com/img/photo894.jpg



here is the link bastard.
mineux:
heh, ive furnished half my place with thrift store goods and things people put out at the street! lol..but there is some nice things.
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ive met the edge of the knife, pinned beneath fork. little, shiny, bean body, side dish with a meal.


so like, im in a wierd fucking place. im drinking everyday, smoking everyday. im doing pretty good in school. im moving up north in 4 months. things are coming together. but the downfall of many men, are the women in his life. she's losing it, or...
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asvetic:
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/Art+Walk/

Click and Join, I'll accept if you want to participate in the Art walk.
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so im late on the journal tip.


news: i got into cca/california college of the arts. i shall be moving to oakland in the fall. im pretty fucking scared about going away. pretty fucking goosed about having to make ends meet and being poor all over again. having no car again(they make you sign a contract where as a student, you cannot own or drive...
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sculptor666:
oakland's pretty cool. i visited an artist out there in like 99. i think my favorite spaz rock band moved to oakland. get a motorcycle.
leena1:
hey.. congrats! maybe i'll see you at one of the sg events up here..?
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its time i get on drugs. i cant seem to shake the pigs that root at my boots. maybe its time i leave los angeles, or california, or the west coast, or the united states, or the earth. look me in the eye, i cant. many dusted, chopped parts, ill fitting. rust colored moods sit molding in the fusty banks.




















i just want to be...
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digdug:
do you have the tom friedman book that phaidon published a while ago? i know 2 of the guys who contributed writing for it.

do you like richard deacon too? a gallery that i do some work for is having a show of his work next month. you should check it out. you live in LA?
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tv drones in the back ground. "sure, go ahead add more wieghts." i said while i smoked the half dead ciggarette. "rack em up". they did. of course they did. they come in when they please, the assholes. i didnt let them into this country. i didnt let them into my house. at least i dont have to feed them.

nailbed. on the nail bed...
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artinsomnia:
it said to me. "DROOL YOU WHORE, DROOL YOU BITCH"


i swear it rained spittle, for just a second. but it did. i know.

[Edited on Feb 24, 2004 2:33AM]
hyparxis:
well...glad you figured out the secret to successful living....

so am I the "shit" or not?!?!
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i hate


i dislike
iam not original
must let go
not anger
not sadden
must speak well
men swallow the anger
the angry seeds
birthing sorry
fish in the black water
i am sick of your faces
your laced priss
kissed rich nose
ancient left over
trails leaving smudges on the races
tired of the beggars on the
viens
this basic hunger breading lies upon...
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artinsomnia:
imanShole
artinsomnia:
tv drones in the back ground. "sure, go ahead add more wieghts." i said while i smoked the half dead ciggarette. "rack em up". they did. of course they did. they come in when they please, the assholes. i didnt let them into this country. i didnt let them into my house. at least i dont have to feed them.

nailbed. on the nail bed with weights on my chest, a mush mouthed tele in the background calls out to me. "listen to me faggot....watch me you asshole, i have the goods in me....better not touch the remote. thinking bad, drooling good." the politics, the advertisement, the rotted drivel i hope has nothing to do with mainstream cultures oozes out of my tele. the fuckers cant do anything but add more weights to my chest. in fact, im pretty sure they actually like the box. i can literally feel my roots shrivel up and away from the world. how is it that we can all watch tv and feel a need to keep watching?


the tube. i want to kill you.

no message, sometimes id just like to drop everything. "more" i said to the faceless fucks. "more......more.......im stil breathing...." i should get up from this crapped seat and show them how to do thier own job. "dontb e afraid to keep adding...ive seen worse"

they dont get it. of course they dont. they arent paid to get it. but im not paying them.

the tube. the tele. the tv. how you relate to everything. im sure you massage my nerves of consumption. "finish school get job, buy car, find wife, fuck wife, have kids, grow older, divorce wife, die. if thats not your cup of tea how about getting a degree in nine months and get trapped in a shit job where yer shat upon everyday........BUT WAIT THERES MORE!"