arpine

when I started in business school, I already worked, had a stable job, supported myself, was free, enjoyed many events, places where my style was more accepted,

but I didn't believe that my life could be just that,

a random day rolling my Instagram, I saw an incredibly beautiful model, nothing standard, colored hair, tattoos and surreal lingerie, I was amazed, it's not very common to see this profile for models, I identified myself and I couldn't resist, I visited the site, and I was amazed,

I thought, can this be part of my life? Would I be criticized in my work for bold photos?

Yes! But I didn't care about that, I just wanted to be part of it, I risked contact, but without success, I gave up on being a model there, it was a dream, it was over, I decided to post my own photos myself, inspired by suicides, I bought my lingerie and that made me feel good.

One day, a longtime friend sent me a message, asking me why I am not a SG, since I had a whole profile, I told her a little upset about my attempt to join SG, she laughed at me, and told me who knew one of the recruiters, who would give me her contact details, so I could have a new chance.

I was afraid to try and be frustrated again, but I felt I should give myself that chance.

It was amazing how everything flowed, I had my first rehearsal that I couldn't finish due to a lighting problem, but I met the girls, how everything was perfect, I couldn't believe it, I was living in that moment.

The pandemic came and everything went slower, I was almost a year without much news, but I did not lose hope, when my recruiter scheduled an essay, I was so excited, it was my chance, and this time it was ... I felt so comfortable about being naked there, I felt good, I saw that I wanted that for my life, I was fine with my body, when I saw the photos I almost went crazy, my boyfriend gave me so .much support. Today my profile is active on the site and nothing could make me happier, after so many days of struggle, here are my glory days, I hope to grow here, I am excited about what is to come

@missy @rambo