Hello again from beautiful...bumfucked Michigan!
Synopsis of yesterdays and todays events in no particular order...
Kayaked! Tried to ram canoe. Tipped kayak! water cold. shrinkage. swam to shore...hugged all the girls within 10 feet and got them all wet.
played "chuck, fuck, marry" and found out that universally...the group of 8 ladies considered me too good to chuck, but not good enough to marry. I'm felt like such a piece of meat.
Recieved 5 massages yesterday. Gave 1 1/2 in return.
Played volleyball...hide and seek...and another rousing game of sardines.
I think I have a boy who has a crush on me. He's from San Francisco and he's paying an inordinate amount of attention to me.
Tonight...skinny dipping in the lake...another stupid round of "have you ever?" and hopefully... *crosses fingers* somebody may have snuck some booze into this joint. Then...I've heard a rumor about spin the bottle.
damn it...I'm horny!!!
but, as kurt cobain so eloquently observed... "that's ok...my will is good." yeaaaaahahahahhhhh!
~AXLXB
Synopsis of yesterdays and todays events in no particular order...
Kayaked! Tried to ram canoe. Tipped kayak! water cold. shrinkage. swam to shore...hugged all the girls within 10 feet and got them all wet.
played "chuck, fuck, marry" and found out that universally...the group of 8 ladies considered me too good to chuck, but not good enough to marry. I'm felt like such a piece of meat.
Recieved 5 massages yesterday. Gave 1 1/2 in return.
Played volleyball...hide and seek...and another rousing game of sardines.
I think I have a boy who has a crush on me. He's from San Francisco and he's paying an inordinate amount of attention to me.
Tonight...skinny dipping in the lake...another stupid round of "have you ever?" and hopefully... *crosses fingers* somebody may have snuck some booze into this joint. Then...I've heard a rumor about spin the bottle.
damn it...I'm horny!!!
but, as kurt cobain so eloquently observed... "that's ok...my will is good." yeaaaaahahahahhhhh!
~AXLXB
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1) I agree with you on the idea that seeking "depth' is a contrived way to experience quality. I was thinking of it more in the reverse, which is in seeking quality, in whatever form, one has a chance to experience more depth from life as a whole. "Realness" is a measurement of quality in experience, don't you think?
2) On the idea of love, I absolutely agree. Shakespeare said it before us and he did it better; 'Love sought is good; but given unsought, is better." You can't try and force things to happen and you have to let it happen. In my experience, if it's quality and if it's perfect, everything happens right anyway, wether you're trying or not.
But if it's not, then I suggest one applies the concept of selectiveness in experiences and not take second best. Too many unhappy couples who don't even make eye contact after a while in this world.
See, I lived with this family where the dad really wanted a pool, both the parents made alright money, but they spent it all on buying tons of crap, so they never really had that much cash available. They went the walmart solution and got one of those vinyl above ground pools where you drop the hose in while you're assembling the plastic ladder. He was so happy the first day he had it, and in his mind you could tell that he was picturing it was the thing he really wanted; probably some far more expensive version with a deck installed around it, stronger walls. I bet he had been sitting on exact picture of how he imagined it for months, if not years.
The pool, over the course of the summer, got gross and the wall began to sag in on itself and it quickly showed why it was so inexpensive. It wasn't even a pool, it was a representation of a pool, and those cost less.
It got to be that he didn't look at it anymore. Couldn't bear to the cheap crappy version of his dream.
He stayed at the office a lot too. Didn't talk to his wife much.
You know?
Yup, you're having a good time, pat yourself on the back and pray the watter's warmer tomorrow.
Toodles!