Still no idea what to do with myself. I don't think I want to stay in Bernalillo any longer than necessary -- it's like a more tense version of Jessica's house. It's me and my parents and my grandma and her husband and basically my cousin as well* all living here in a 2 bedroom trailer. I have been sleeping on the dining room floor. The second night I was here I was up working late on my websites, and my grandma suddenly came out and yelled at me (I think actually angry about me leaving the light on) about how "You're not working, you're a grown woman now and you can't be acting like this, I will not have you up all night partying!" (I forget the word she actually used, it wasn't partying, but she seemed to think I was up doing some kind of socializing even though there was no one else in the room and I can't imagine I looked like I was having a blast updating keywords at 4 AM.) Then she shut the light off on me. I THINK my dad must have defended me the next day because she then claimed that she was only mad out of worry that I would get sick from not sleeping enough, and never mentioned the work or the partying stuff again.
*Cousin officially lives across the street with his mother, but he spends most of his time here because his mom won't tolerate his drug use.
*Cousin officially lives across the street with his mother, but he spends most of his time here because his mom won't tolerate his drug use.