I think the reason I can't get myself to work anymore on this Beaumarchais project is I just know nothing good is ever going to come of it. Nobody will buy it if I publish it, or ever perform the plays. No one seems to care about plays -- David Garrick doesn't sell, La Commedia Inglese doesn't sell, Marriage la Mode doesn't sell. Wastes of time and resources.
Meanwhile, the occult books sell but I don't think they are ever going to sell at the level I want, and neither will that business ever make the kind of money I require.
So I don't know what to do with myself.
Meanwhile, the occult books sell but I don't think they are ever going to sell at the level I want, and neither will that business ever make the kind of money I require.
So I don't know what to do with myself.