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twas i!
no it wasnt.. but maybe? just maybe.. it should have been?

That sux your having dude trouble lady. I could see why a dude would fall for ya pretty hard based solely on what I've read about you on here and your pics. Just remember honesty is always best even if it sux major. Hit me up sometime if you'd like to talk.

I'm sure many peoples' self esteem comes from various bottles of different severity.

The pictures look great though. You're so pretty.

Awww thank you And i love those hats! I WANT ONE!
*hugs*

I know just how you feel.

Take the words and advice of those before you into consideration, but still decide for yourself. If it's truly what you want in the end, then awesome.

But it is hard to ignore the backlash from a lot of the models...

Tears will spill from your face to the ground and something will stem from the salt, its roots reaching deep into the earth and deeper within your heart. A little souvenir to remember the time and the pain. It continues to fill up your guts, fears, and love until you can learn to outgrow it. Only then will its weight lessen, size shrink, grasp on you loosen.

Learning to love without someone is never easy. Give it time. You will move on and learn from it, I assure you.

Its a great feeling, isnt it?

Thank you so much for the comfort. It's been a weird time. I wish I wouldn't have to worry about other judging my actions, but it's what people do. I wish they wouldn't, especially when they don't know the circumstances. It's very frustrating.

It really sucks not having a place to go or person to turn to that's totally safe.

You're a sweet girl, thank you so much for writing.

I'm glad that what I wrote meant something to you. What most of us don't realize is that we are much stronger than we give ourselves credit for.

The other thing most of us don't realize is that being open and honest with our emotions is a sign of strength, not weakness.

You will be okay, sweetheart. I am positive of it.

Hi Thanks for the request - you're only 10 days older than me!!
Additions to the library of your future child/children..thats the most <insert warm fuzzy word that has escaped my mind> thing I've ever read

it can happen. my ex-fiance and i are still close friends. at this point its actually been longer that weve been "just friends" than the amount of time we were dating. shes the only ex i still talk to, but frankly, shes the only one who was worth keeping around.

Aww, sweetheart...

Trusting people is hard enough to do, and it only gets harder once you feel betrayed. I think most people lose a lot of trust and never want to open up again. I hope you don't do this though.

For every guy that doesn't get you, there is one that will. And I hope you believe me when I say there is someone who will fit with you, have faith in you, and be there unconditionally.

You won't always be alone. I can pretty much promise you that.

You don't sound whiny, naive, unreasonable...you just sound like you're in a lot of pain. I hope things get better sweetheart. Please, if I can say or do anything...

Feel better pretty girl, and don't give up on people no matter how much it hurts.

I totally understand. Getting swept up in the romance of another person is something I thrive on as well. Once it ends though, there's always an empty "what do I do now?" kind of thing. I hope you don't get stuck in that too long like I have before. You will figure it out, sweetheart. It just takes time and hope in the face of adversity.

Men, women, children, dogs...all confusing. Let's just revise the phrase to "Everyone is goddamn confusing."

First off, you CAN have a good life. Losing hope on that or finding it an impossibility can only hurt you in the long run.

I remember grappling with a lot of the same problems when I first moved out, ESPECIALLY the frustration of not having time or a space to be alone. I think we're similar in the fact that we'll live in our heads when we go through depression or rough patches, and from all the internal dwelling, the anxiety builds and you feel like you're going to explode. Not fun.

Keep your chin up, sweetheart. Try not to be weighed down by pain..it doesn't mean anything in the long run. I know it's hard, you feel alone, and the added problem of depression and anxiety can only stand to make it even more difficult. But don't EVER give up. You're alive, and you can do anything you want.

So never mind what other people would or might do in your situation, what you think is expected of you, or even what Travis says you might like...what do YOU want? I'm sincerely hoping that things will get better, dear. And if I can help in ANY way...

i could tell you that i know how you feel, but i know feeling that way well enough to know that theres a good chance you wouldnt believe me. i know that 90% of what you said sounds like the thoughts in my head and while talking about it has never "made me feel better," at the very least somebody understanding those feelings makes me feel slightly less crazy.

plus, i see that you are from danville, and as somebody who loved there for a while (worst part of my life, bar none) i can understand how that can make anyone hate life.

anyways, i know im a fucking stranger but if you want an ear, im willing.

I hate when people tell me what I need to be happy. The lack of understanding or regard for difference in perspective can be quite irritating.

I don't think you need to be in large social situation to have fun. Frankly, they make me uncomfortable too most of the time. What's wrong with a small, personal, intimate group of friends?

It doesn't sound like a very fair situation. Hoping the best, sweetheart.

just be open minded. i felt a bit like you when I started college, but eventually I started getting older and I was experiencing new things - looking back I was having the time of my life. I saw a lot of changes in myself because I opened myself up