Ahh, the sun is out. Such beautiful blue sky, I love the way the light shines through the trees.
Last night, Aradia and I went to watch some fire dancing on the end of SE Salmon almost right on the river. It was really cool, and free. Doesn't get much better than that. They had a few people with drums, and lots of different performers, all with different styles, and skills. It was awfully chilly though, so we left early. Next time, we'll have to come better dressed. Thanks hotpockets for the suggestion.
Aradia and I had some talking last night, and decided against me pursuing the idea D. (the dancer I liked) and I getting together. We're going to stick with the plan of finding a girl we can both have fun with. Honestly, as much as I'd like to see her, I think it is better for Aradia and I to play together with a third person at this point. Who knows about the future, but it's very important to me for him to be comfortable and well taken care of. He is always my primary partner, and ultimately, who I will always come home to. I'm less dissappointed then I thought I would be, I'll get over it. Mostly, I just really want a girl he and I can share together, that has some brains, and is cute, and not completely disproportional to me. But, alas, no luck yet. My mystery girl seems to be a bit of a scarcity. It's like some twisted three-d Where's Waldo, only harder, becuase she might not be dressed in stripes.
I'm also wishing I had the moves, and the guts to be a stripper. Even the moderate ones make more in one night then I do in like a week. There are definately pro's and con's. Besides just dancing for people you may not like, and the social stigma, there's no healthcare, and odd hours. But hey, I don't have healthcare at my current job. And well, I think the money sets off everything else. A couple of the strippers at the club I went to tried to recruit me... hrmmm. I wonder if there is something similar that would be good to get my feet wet. I couldn't model much I don't think, since I'm only 5 ft. maybe some bondage modeling, but I don't really want to do that. And there's still the idea of SG. I think it'd be cool to be on SG, but that's not viable as income....of course, as far as ANY sort of dancing goes, I'd need to take some major dance lessons no matter what...
But that will probably never happen.
Hey, if anyone knows of any cool clubs, gatherings, etc. in PDX Metro that are 18+ and bi-friendly, let me know, please!! I beg you!! Sleepover at your house..... Actually, I've been thinking about going to some SG events too. And meeting some people, I'd like to get into the SGPDX group. Not sure if I'm cool enough though.
Last night, Aradia and I went to watch some fire dancing on the end of SE Salmon almost right on the river. It was really cool, and free. Doesn't get much better than that. They had a few people with drums, and lots of different performers, all with different styles, and skills. It was awfully chilly though, so we left early. Next time, we'll have to come better dressed. Thanks hotpockets for the suggestion.
Aradia and I had some talking last night, and decided against me pursuing the idea D. (the dancer I liked) and I getting together. We're going to stick with the plan of finding a girl we can both have fun with. Honestly, as much as I'd like to see her, I think it is better for Aradia and I to play together with a third person at this point. Who knows about the future, but it's very important to me for him to be comfortable and well taken care of. He is always my primary partner, and ultimately, who I will always come home to. I'm less dissappointed then I thought I would be, I'll get over it. Mostly, I just really want a girl he and I can share together, that has some brains, and is cute, and not completely disproportional to me. But, alas, no luck yet. My mystery girl seems to be a bit of a scarcity. It's like some twisted three-d Where's Waldo, only harder, becuase she might not be dressed in stripes.
I'm also wishing I had the moves, and the guts to be a stripper. Even the moderate ones make more in one night then I do in like a week. There are definately pro's and con's. Besides just dancing for people you may not like, and the social stigma, there's no healthcare, and odd hours. But hey, I don't have healthcare at my current job. And well, I think the money sets off everything else. A couple of the strippers at the club I went to tried to recruit me... hrmmm. I wonder if there is something similar that would be good to get my feet wet. I couldn't model much I don't think, since I'm only 5 ft. maybe some bondage modeling, but I don't really want to do that. And there's still the idea of SG. I think it'd be cool to be on SG, but that's not viable as income....of course, as far as ANY sort of dancing goes, I'd need to take some major dance lessons no matter what...
But that will probably never happen.
Hey, if anyone knows of any cool clubs, gatherings, etc. in PDX Metro that are 18+ and bi-friendly, let me know, please!! I beg you!! Sleepover at your house..... Actually, I've been thinking about going to some SG events too. And meeting some people, I'd like to get into the SGPDX group. Not sure if I'm cool enough though.
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I'm actually trying to lose some weight so I can get my ass on down to the club and pick myself up some easy cash. If I ever actually do it, I'll be sure to tell you about it.
If you were into it, I don't think dancing lessons would really be needed. All you have to do is practice infront of a mirror really slow and sexy like. And floor work is just a bunch of pretending you're fucking onstage. That can't be too difficult for someone cute like you.
P.S. My gay friend used to drag me to a club that was called X one time, Y another, and Z the last time I went. It was mostly hot gay boys grinding on eachother and making out, but there were a few cute little girls around. I think it's still there, but don't know the address.