so i'm in a fabulous mood right now...a friend of mine whom i haven't really talked to in a while was e-mailing me asking how i was doing, and as i was writing about sg, my thesis, possible grad work, and so on, i realized things are really looking up right now and a lot more positive than i realized. having that kind of hope...
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feeling verbose at the moment so i figured i'd blather on and post something that may or may not have any relevant points whatsoever. seems it's gotten chillier outside again, i was enjoying those few days of spring-like weather...all the moisture and rain smelled so invigorating. i tend to despise sunlight as it hurts my eyes and makes everything too bright (i was born in...
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rubix:
Thank you very much for your comment on the Circus set!!
alvynaumagumma:
thank you so much for your comment on my set!! you're a sweetie!!
and you're fabulously gorgeous!! what a great first set

and you're fabulously gorgeous!! what a great first set

so hooray - got my e-mail back yesterday, now it's on to filling out paperwork! woohoo!!!
and i actually found my social security card, who knew i was smart and put it somewhere i really would find it. gotta come up with some good ideas for shoots now...

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derceto:
congrats and good luck
jozsef:
Well imagine that, another architecture school survivor! Of course, for all I know, many of your professors may have been sane, so perhaps we should say no more about that.
I have no doubt you will extract something impressive from this protracted bout of acute perfectionism. I'd like to pass on the oft-repeated, and very inspiring suggestion to simply collect poses you like and copy them. It's a well established and respected tradition.
Software can work wonders to remove color casts and improve lighting in what may appear to be irredeemable photographic disasters. Just make sure you have a large and very good monitor for this otherwise the results can be most unfortunate.
Now, this business of putting something away and then finding it again; how do you do that?? The secret continues to elude me!
I have no doubt you will extract something impressive from this protracted bout of acute perfectionism. I'd like to pass on the oft-repeated, and very inspiring suggestion to simply collect poses you like and copy them. It's a well established and respected tradition.

Software can work wonders to remove color casts and improve lighting in what may appear to be irredeemable photographic disasters. Just make sure you have a large and very good monitor for this otherwise the results can be most unfortunate.
Now, this business of putting something away and then finding it again; how do you do that?? The secret continues to elude me!

okey, well...just did it. sent in the application. i figured i've been dicking around long enough now, so i just picked 6 of my favorite photos and that was that. liberating indeed, now i get to anxiously await a response. gotta love being neurotic...
i must say, the photo shooting process has become addictive. i can't wait to keep building on what i've done so...
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i must say, the photo shooting process has become addictive. i can't wait to keep building on what i've done so...
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alvynaumagumma:
yay, i'm glad you submitted your photos. i'm sure you'll be accepted to model ... then you can get started on a set
... sadly both the photographers i want to go to only pass through my city and don't actually live here, so it'll still be a while for me ... oh well



so i suppose i'm wondering how difficult it is to actually get accepted as a suicidegirl...i've done four photo shoots with a friend of mine, hoping to garner a few choice images to send in with my application. should i stop being so picky and just fucking apply already? i want to present my best...too many years with that "nothing less than perfect" mentality beaten...
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derceto:
welcome to the site 

peanut85:
You'll get a vote from me! That first shot up there is awesome. And the third. As well as the 2nd. Well, ok, they're all pretty bad-ass.
i suppose i could be considered a suicide girl hopeful...been doing a few photo shoots with friends to get some good shots to send to you lovely folks. i'm always looking for more diversity in my life...i'm lucky to have the friends i do that put up with my general inanity, but i definitely want to indulge my darker side without fear of alienation and...
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bloodhigh:
well then, welcome to sg
I have traveled and stayed in Morristown since 1975. I would estimate about 15 times, because of my previous work with AT&T, Bell Labs, and Bellcore - but now retired (thank God).
I should go back, take my studio equipment and have a shoot with you!!!
Thanks for sharing your work.
and while i can maybe see some of the tech issues with your pics, the main thing that i notice is that you are drop dead gorgeous and should have no problem becomming an SG. you DEFFINATLY have the stuff girl. good luck.