Isis

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One of the areas of my body that I have had the biggest struggle accepting (and I know we all have them) has been my stomach. I have never had children but my body certainly tells the story of my struggles with food and weight, which I obviously no longer want to shame or hide.

I was actually at a spiritual retreat for a weekend...
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littlejohn22:
That tattoo looks amazing and I struggle with the look of my belly too
vinzolando:
I'm reading this blog after your last set and I really like what I read there, in your last set you show this belly that you had trouble loving and it's so beautiful ❤️

Learning to Fly

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I love getting work by different artists, even though my favorites are all by the same artist. :) Most of them were done in or around the St. Louis area. This tattoo was done at Iron Age Studio in St. Louis.

This tattoo I got in part for the Beatles song, "Blackbird", as it was one of my favorite songs when I moved away from...
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aphoenixryzes:
No, my tattoos are all intentional (even the one cover up) so I enjoy where they are and what they represent.
vinzolando:
Nice message ❤️

Self Worth

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A lot of people have seen me as this very confident woman, long before that was even to begin to really be true for me.

I don't tell this story, by the way, in hopes of getting pity, I tell this story because I want to share about the different transformations that have come through pains in my life and how my tattoos represent these....
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liplix3r:
Great to hear that you overcame problems. Most folk don't realise just how much effort it takes to go through the whole process of kicking an addiction. By telling your story here you will be speaking directly to some people in this community that on the surface might look like they've got it all together, whilst privately battling inner demons. You talk about running 5K's and things you can do better now than you could as a younger you. I found I could run further while overweight in my 50's than I ever could as a skinny teen.
vinzolando:
I understand perfectly, I've always lacked self-confidence, it gets better as I get older but I still lack self-confidence at times depending on the circumstances. I'm happy for you that you managed to have this confidence, you are an inspiration ❤️

Dove of Freedom

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This tattoo is of a dove being uncaged to set it free and the Rose represents the heart and deep heart healing. The dove, for me, represents peace and freedom. My heart has been a place of a lot of distress and unrest in my life. I have seen and overcame a lot. Peace has not come easy and last year, when my husband was
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liplix3r:
Tattoos are very personal and normally have a story behind them, but yours clearly belongs on another level as there is a a deep, emotional factor behind yours. Your words of HOPE are encouraging to us all, so I will steal that acronym and pass it forwards to remind others to live in hope. Thank you for sharing.
vinzolando:
This tattoo is beautiful and its story is even more so ❤️

The Unseen Tattoo

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I have only ever had one tattoo cover up done. I think many people I know can relate to getting their first tattoo and being like, "yes, that served me at the time, but I have changed since then." My very first tattoo, which not a lot of people know about me, was the Japanese symbol for "Poison" on my lower back. Also, this relates...
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aphoenixryzes:
Yes, xhororox, the tree of life is right over the Kundalini/Root Chakra, to heal and cleanse energetically and to ground me in.  :)
xhororox:
That's really cool, its like casting a spell on yourself.

The Story of My Tattoos

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All of my tattoos have meaning, each one represents a part of my story and who I am today. I am excited to share this story with all of you.

This tattoo is on my sternum for a reason... I will share more about this soon. :)

I thought I would also share that I have only ever had 1 cover-up. I have had some
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littlejohn22:
Love to hear about the history of tattoos
aphoenixryzes:
I will be starting the stories this weekend, sorry for the delay! 😘

Journey of Addiction and Recovery

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I am a recovered addict. I never thought I would actually 1. live to see my 40's and 2. be able to say, "recovered addict". There are many controversial thoughts around "recovered" and what that means. I can only speak from my experience...

I started using food as a coping mechanism around the age of 6. I am a compulsive over/under eater, mainly over eater....
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camimoya:
thanks for sharing, you're incredible.... you got me. Love...
littlejohn22:
Just reading this now and wonder how I missed this. Congratulations on your recovery and continuing to power on. Shine on you crazy diamond

What Cancer and ENM Have Taught Me

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So... I am in an open marriage. My husband and I actually decided to enter into an ENM marriage in February of this year when I told him I wanted to open up my sexuality and be all of who I have been holding back while being monogamous the last 9.5 years of the 10 years we have been together. Now, at first, my husband...
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liplix3r:
It sounds like the polyamory (I had to look that word up on google) was a catalyst to trigger a deeper relationship, which sounds paradoxical. While your feelings for another person may not have been reciprocated, I am certain that there would be plenty of volunteers here in SG Land who would gladly take his place and wouldn't let you down. Glad you are in a happier place.
vinzolando:
You have to live your life to the fullest as you want because everything can stop from one day to the next, thank you, good lesson

Here I AM!

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Hello!

I am sorry it has taken me a bit to finally get on here to do a proper introduction and to tell you a little about why I decided to become a Suicide Girl, but, HERE I AM!

So I have a dear friend (also a Suicide Girl) who introduced me to this world. I am 44 years old and never, up until a...
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robertbluesman:
Greetings from Delaware 😎
vinzolando:
Maybe I should have started with your introduction but it doesn't matter to have started with your latest blogs, I would really like to know who this SG friend is thanks to whom we are lucky enough to have you here 😊