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I figured I should update again.

I'm in pain and this is no good. It's weird to think about the things that pause it, though. The Bright Eyes show definitely paused it. I forgot I was supposed to be whimpering when Conor was onstage.

How lame am I?

Please don't answer.

In other news, is there other news?
I have done nothing recently.
Unless whining counts. I may have found a way to fix this and end my pain, but I'm so fucking scared. I have this big fear in me that you wouldn't believe.

And I'm tired of having nightmares about doctors. It's just creepy.

Is anyone else gonna guess who my profile picture is?
I was really only asking because I'm thinking about making something with that image on it and I'm not sure how easy it is to tell who he is.

Can I add that anything I say right now that could be interpretted as bitchy should be ignored, cause I'm pain>
Cause it probably should. I swear I'm not usually this bad. This might be unnecessary, but just in case.