antipode3141592

"dream"

can't you see the way i cannot look at you
knowing i can never move your way
sad it seems to know that i can never change
but i wish that i could do it
for you

face that haunts my dreams
if only i could know your name
then maybe i could become something more
anything to push aside these fears
the courage just to stare into your eyes
the strength i need to follow through with what i feel
for you

catching my escaping breath
it's all that i can do
but always when i see your face
i know it isn't you
body i can never hold
and lips that i can never kiss
everything i am is broken
making me desire this
i can't allow myself to carry on this way
nothing that i'll ever do will make you real to me

wish that i could show you
a way to make you see
how it is i see you
through my mind's eye

torment myself with my inaction
and continue to fool myself to think you care
nothing i do will change a thing
but i need it
to make myself believe in something more

why is it that you hide
maybe you are dreaming too...

why can't i believe
you can see me here
feel the way i do
that you want me too

deluding my mind with thoughts of hope
repeating the lies i always tell
lost in a world where you and i
can live a life within eachother's arms

phantasmagoria has taken over me

i am in love with nothing more than a dream
i am in love with nothing more than a dream
i am in love with nothing more than a dream
i am in love with nothing more than a dream

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i'm not sure if i've posted this (the final) version of this yet, but here it is, regardless.