well, it's 7am, and another sleepless night has come and gone... i have an 1 1/2 hour drive up to columbus for a the State Championships for Magic: The Gathering (how big of a dork am I? lol
). I'm going to get my ass handed to me I'm sure. But that's ok... I'm going with a bunch of friends, so it will be fun just to hang out all day, floppin' cards everywhere. And with no sleep...
oh, and sometime this weekend, I need to describe my horrible performance at open mic night tonight...
it was quite silly, and I've never done that poorly. ever. but I still got a lot of people interested in my music, and they'll be back in two weeks when I perform again. And next time, I'll be prepared... but then again, I've been such a wreck lately that I'm not sure what's going to happen. I could only finish one song. I started four other songs, but couldn't finish them. I'd just totally blank out. Sometimes I forget lyrics, or miss a chord transition, but I can usually fudge it, or just do something else. but tonight, I was just totally fucked for some reason. i don't know what my problem is. well, i take that back, i DO know what my problem is... but I don't know why it's affecting me so much this quarter. but when i can overcome this (bi-polar disorder for those who care), I'll definitely get up and kick some ass
anyway....
![surreal](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/surreal.c4753148b56b.gif)
![skull](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/skull.4242d54c7e24.gif)
oh, and sometime this weekend, I need to describe my horrible performance at open mic night tonight...
![whatever](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/rollseyes.21cb35fd0ec2.gif)
![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
[Edited on Oct 29, 2003 2:05AM]