antipode3141592

Right now it's 3:20am... i'm not going to sleep tonight because i'm doing a bunch of homework for Statics and one of my electrical engineering classes. I haven't been going to Statics or Vector Analysis all week, so I have a lot of catching up to do... so yeah, i'm all tired and such, and homework sucks. oh, and because i haven't written a poem lately, here's one:

it had been so long...
you took me into your arms
and everything slipped away.
i was happy
i didn't care.
and now you are gone...

what am i to do?
shall i wait? alone and afraid?
should i become a whore?
desperately seeking for someone
anyone
to fill this hole you have left?
or should i just carry on?
like always...


lol... so yeah, it's been like two years since i've dated anyone. it's kinda weird... you'd think i'd get used to the lonliness, but i haven't. i guess it's time to whore myself out... or maybe not. yeah... definitely not. ok, now i'm rambling pretty hard core... it must be all the vectors and integrals mingled with sleep deprivation, medication and caffine (had a quadruple espresso mocha a few hours ago...). woo hoo! loopyhomeworkfuntime!!!