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I met such a wonderful, sweet, and utterly amazing girl on Saturday. We talked for a little while, and I felt so much clicking it was like a tap-dance troupe was walking by. So we went out to coffee last night, and it was a blast. We get along so well, and we're so different, but into enough of the same things to make it cool. We both write poetry out the woo-ha, into the same types of music, and have very similar senses of humor. But she's taken. Completely and utterly taken... *sigh* it seems like all of the people that I have fallen for over the past couple years have been either taken or straight. And the couple people that have been available, my depression took it's grip over me, and I withdrew from them, and pushed them out of my life. I really don't know what my problem is. I try to figure myself out, but I just can't. I know that I'm not ready for a relationship, but I don't know why. If I knew what the hell was wrong with me, I could at least try to fix it, but I"m stuck. This is so frustrating...