It's been a long while since i've updated this journal, but not many people read this i'm sure. But for those silly people that are reading this, here's a poem for your trouble:
there must be something
sick and desperate
simply pathetic
about me
for everyone i turn away
tell to leave
force aside
takes me back
with open arms
i can't help these things i do
nor do i wish
for you to leave me here
forsaken and alone
i'm trying
ever so hard
to be healthy again
and when i'm through
i hope you'll be there
waiting for me
only this time
i will be strong
i will be in my right mind
and as always
i will be completely
and utterly
yours.
there you go... hope you enjoyed it. it's pretty simple... i just want to be with her so badly... and yet she has no idea. i don't want her to know... i'm too depressed... to apathetic... to out of this world right now. i could never be what she needs. or could i? i'm so afraid to try... so afraid... and she is all ready fading from my view.
there must be something
sick and desperate
simply pathetic
about me
for everyone i turn away
tell to leave
force aside
takes me back
with open arms
i can't help these things i do
nor do i wish
for you to leave me here
forsaken and alone
i'm trying
ever so hard
to be healthy again
and when i'm through
i hope you'll be there
waiting for me
only this time
i will be strong
i will be in my right mind
and as always
i will be completely
and utterly
yours.
there you go... hope you enjoyed it. it's pretty simple... i just want to be with her so badly... and yet she has no idea. i don't want her to know... i'm too depressed... to apathetic... to out of this world right now. i could never be what she needs. or could i? i'm so afraid to try... so afraid... and she is all ready fading from my view.