I'm trying to build myself up a little profile here again. I'd like to be on SG more and maybe meet some people for friendship, and maybe meet someone people for, ahem, a little more. After a heinous affair followed by 2 years and 3 months of celibacy I'm feeling like I'm ready to get into sexual relationships again. Ugh, Horny as hell as well 
<--- that's a good face for it.
I've had issues, I'm a little bit better nowadays than I have been for quite a while after some mental health hell and a serious bereavement. Just a little bit better though - enough to feel like I can take a step back and look at me in my life and understand myself a bit. Anything good is really good and I just want things to get better from now - also I'm starting to be more confident and determined and positive in life so I'm getting better at being like 'this is what I want in life - I want it, I can get it/I can do it/I can be it, now lets think about how' which is really brilliant. However I'm still having a lot of mental health difficulty (which is never going to just go away and which I think I will always really need to really fight against) and am in a bit of a shit situation (I hate to say shit situation really because I'm actually very grateful in life but it's hard to feel restricted and disappointed with my circumstances and past circumstances so I have to admit I'd really rather be in a different situation)
I took some nude photos of myself in March. I have deep issues around my body, which I'm starting to get better about dealing with. Here's a couple of the photos:
feel free to leave me nice comments, I have really bad self-esteem regarding my body and I have a hard time seeing myself as attractive so tell me you'd want to fuck me
those marks on me are scars from self harm, I did a lot last year, they've probably faded a lot since them - that's nice to see. I'm starting to feel more serious about the permanent scars I'm sometimes leaving myself with, I think I barely thought of it at all before (I started self harming when I was 15).
I think I really feel like I can be myself on my SG blog so I might try to build myself my little profile and 'be on sg more'
<--- that's a good face for it.I've had issues, I'm a little bit better nowadays than I have been for quite a while after some mental health hell and a serious bereavement. Just a little bit better though - enough to feel like I can take a step back and look at me in my life and understand myself a bit. Anything good is really good and I just want things to get better from now - also I'm starting to be more confident and determined and positive in life so I'm getting better at being like 'this is what I want in life - I want it, I can get it/I can do it/I can be it, now lets think about how' which is really brilliant. However I'm still having a lot of mental health difficulty (which is never going to just go away and which I think I will always really need to really fight against) and am in a bit of a shit situation (I hate to say shit situation really because I'm actually very grateful in life but it's hard to feel restricted and disappointed with my circumstances and past circumstances so I have to admit I'd really rather be in a different situation)
I took some nude photos of myself in March. I have deep issues around my body, which I'm starting to get better about dealing with. Here's a couple of the photos:
feel free to leave me nice comments, I have really bad self-esteem regarding my body and I have a hard time seeing myself as attractive so tell me you'd want to fuck me
those marks on me are scars from self harm, I did a lot last year, they've probably faded a lot since them - that's nice to see. I'm starting to feel more serious about the permanent scars I'm sometimes leaving myself with, I think I barely thought of it at all before (I started self harming when I was 15).I think I really feel like I can be myself on my SG blog so I might try to build myself my little profile and 'be on sg more'
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Keep your head high and just know that you have lots to offer to all of your friends, old and new.
If we lived closer, I'd be willing to hire you for a photoshoot. You do have some very nice features!