Thursday Aug 29, 2013

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I love valium. I wish I had more valium. Those doctors are stingy, man.
I love gay bondage erotic literature.
I love lesbian and hetero erotic literature.
I love reading at night with my bedside lamp on.
I love photos of me and I wish I had foresight - as in a message from my future self - last January. That would RULE. Photo of...
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godfather:
Hair or no hair. You are beautiful.
gujsel:
awww you are so gorgeous and wow great!!kisses to u kisskisskisskisskisskisskiss

Thursday Aug 22, 2013

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Cobnuts are in season, August = cobnuts in the greengrocers. And cobnuts are delishus. And cobnuts for me are nostalgic - Summer holiday in Wales as an early junior school aged kid, hot August evening going on a lovely and very long evening walk with my mother, as we did, up to Maesyronnen chapel where many a cobnut grow and fall, and I've loved cobnuts...
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geekyfox:
Thank you, and thank you for the add!
nixie_____:
I just don't seem to get that upset anymore, like I've just accepted that everyone I love is gonna pass away and kinda dealt with it in advance... surreal

And gorgeous selfies as always kiss

Thursday Aug 08, 2013

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I'm trying to build myself up a little profile here again. I'd like to be on SG more and maybe meet some people for friendship, and maybe meet someone people for, ahem, a little more. After a heinous affair followed by 2 years and 3 months of celibacy I'm feeling like I'm ready to get into sexual relationships again. Ugh, Horny as hell as well...
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9005900:
Many of our own problems are kept private and we tend to turn to ourselves with harm. So my hats to you for showing your candor and letting us into your life.

Keep your head high and just know that you have lots to offer to all of your friends, old and new.

If we lived closer, I'd be willing to hire you for a photoshoot. You do have some very nice features!
windlepoons:
It must have been hard to post those pics showing your self-harm scars. Well done and I hope that this place helps you feel better about yourself. You are very attractive and any I'm sure most men, like myself would wish to know you better.

Friday Jun 22, 2012

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vidalia:
That's terrifying. Hugs.
kyusss:
Hope you are feeling better smile

I think you are beautiful! It's so important to vent. Don't feel bad! If you don't get it out it festers and becomes much much worse.

kiss

Wednesday Dec 15, 2010

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werlywolf:
sad face indeed to deleted journals
but im sure you had a reason for it
I hope you are well
annalee:
Ah yes I know what you mean, I think I deleted most of my earlier journals years ago, even the new ones embarrass me sometimes but I'm too last to do anything about them now.

The 'everything was beautiful and nothing hurt' is a little quote by Kurt Vonnegut, in one of his books there is a drawing of a tombstone with that one it. He's a really good writer if you haven't come across him yet. So I cant take full credit for that line :-)

I hope you're doing well and I know things haven't been easy for you lately but I hope there was some brightness for you over the last wee while <3
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