anomaly11

i havent written in such a long time, im warning you, this is probably going to be a really long one. ive actually had tons to talk about just not the time or motivation to write about it. which is too bad, because one of the reasons i like keeping a journal here is to help me remember all of the craziness and absurdity that...
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hmmm. whatever.


so my life is just getting more stupid and more ridiculous. case in point, im poorer than ive ever been in my entire life right now, seriously, which makes me incredibly nervous and stressed out. however, based on a tip from our friend at the junkyard (its always good to have friends at the junkyard), i just bought my first car. well, i...
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well, as you can see, im no longer an sg. and while nothing official has been said to me (nothing approximating a reason was said at all) im pretty confident now that this thread is why. i think especially when i gave a url to nugget's site. first of all, i have no idea if i'll ever be on the nugget site, i didnt even...
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alright, i put a few teasers of the sets mitten took of me in my pics section. let me know what you think. i still havent seen all of the pics from my sets, and i really hope i can at least use them for my portfolio now. ill post a statement on my new feelings and findings soon.......

oh, and the really ironic part...
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wow, this has got me really depressed. im trying not to think this way, but having my sets (and me) rejected after waiting so long and being so excited is really hurting my self-esteem and feeding my insecurities.

here are the facts as i know them:
3 other girls from sf have had their limbo status revoked. i do not know if they were all...
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i was just informed that i wont be an sg. i am not happy. no real explanation was given. ive heard this has happened to other limbo girls as well.

YAY!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!!!
YAYYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


my first ever feature set of pr0n in a magazine is out! its august's issue of nugget, and i just got a copy! i have an 8 page set, and a inset picture on the cover. the shoot is called desert demon, we shot it in the black rock desert last year with an awesome woman photographer who is one of my...
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HAPPY SOLSTICE

i want fairies and satyrs and nymphs and mead and flowers and fertility rites and candles and dacing and panpipes and honey and fruit and feasting and love and debauchery and general bachanalia (though i really prefer dionysis, since the romans were just assimilators, like the borg) and lovely laughing girls in gauzy gowns and cloves and kisses and drunken moonlight and sea...
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slept most of yesterday away. ive been avoiding dave especially, and wenley called the boy on his phone and the house phone and he didnt take the call. he was napping, but he mentioned something about not being impressed by her behavior. we went out to a bar at which slatzor's soon-to-be ex-roommate works on thursday nights, it was awkward as the boy and i...
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i am so non-plussed. last night some people came over to the studio to drink beer and get in the hot tub. my friends q and l.m. from new york were in town and they also know dave and wenley so everyone came over to hang out. it was good to see them and we discussed how interwoven all of our burner circles and life...
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i need a massage so badly. i feel like the boy and i are running in circles, hes frustrated with himself (and me) but takes it out on me. its really hard for him to talk in any kind of constructive manner without blowing up first, which makes it hard for me to continue to listen. oi. i wonder sometimes if the reality of me...
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