ok quick entry before i get to serious work. points:
*saw the movie 'the japanese story' last night. DO NOT GO SEE THIS MOVIE. very rarely am i not able to find at least one redeemable thing about an experience, but after watching that movie i seriously resented not having those two hors of my life to relive. not only was the story beyond pointless, there was an extremely disturbing, out of nowhere death scene, which was really brutal. and it stirred up childhood phobias of mine. very hard to watch. yuck.
*the firing yesterday went as well as could be expected, but it still sucked. very sad. i hope i am never in that position. though i have never been fired, i have resigned from jobs where i felt like i was not doing well and felt guilty for continuing to be be paid.
*i am reading stephen king's "wolves of the calla" and it is getting damned exciting. i have 200 pages to go, but still may finish it today. wonderful, sad, inspiring, gut wrenching.
*talked more to j. about the girl who was irritating me to an extreme last night. i appreciate very much that he sees my point of view and respects it, and i also appreciate that he is not fighting my fight, and does not change the way he feels just because i feel a certain way. it forces me to own my own feelings, and know that he can support me without totally aligning with me. i respect that a lot. and i know the situation will be resolved one way or another, and that it will do nothing to shake my relationship with j.
* i am going to rearrange my office today, and get all of my files in order, and get my LONG to do list updated and in working order. productivity will be mine!
*saw the movie 'the japanese story' last night. DO NOT GO SEE THIS MOVIE. very rarely am i not able to find at least one redeemable thing about an experience, but after watching that movie i seriously resented not having those two hors of my life to relive. not only was the story beyond pointless, there was an extremely disturbing, out of nowhere death scene, which was really brutal. and it stirred up childhood phobias of mine. very hard to watch. yuck.
*the firing yesterday went as well as could be expected, but it still sucked. very sad. i hope i am never in that position. though i have never been fired, i have resigned from jobs where i felt like i was not doing well and felt guilty for continuing to be be paid.
*i am reading stephen king's "wolves of the calla" and it is getting damned exciting. i have 200 pages to go, but still may finish it today. wonderful, sad, inspiring, gut wrenching.
*talked more to j. about the girl who was irritating me to an extreme last night. i appreciate very much that he sees my point of view and respects it, and i also appreciate that he is not fighting my fight, and does not change the way he feels just because i feel a certain way. it forces me to own my own feelings, and know that he can support me without totally aligning with me. i respect that a lot. and i know the situation will be resolved one way or another, and that it will do nothing to shake my relationship with j.
* i am going to rearrange my office today, and get all of my files in order, and get my LONG to do list updated and in working order. productivity will be mine!
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sorry to hear about the firing responsibility. i used to have
a spineless employer who had me do all her dirty work, not
fun. may the good productivity be yours.
hugs and
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