Hey guys :)
This is a super special blog that I’m writing with all the love in my heart.
My name is Carolina (anilorac is simply my name backwards haha) and I was born in a small city in southeast Brazil.
My father always traveled the world for working and this explains a lot why I chose to be a photographer when I started media production in university year of 2011. I grew up being the weird girl, into animes, kpop dance machines, crazy hairstyles and Bodymods haha
I’ve always been into photography since very young age, I was that popular emo girl on social medias (back in that days fotolog, flickr, MySpace) where I felt embraced because in real life I was often rejected, being a small town girl isn’t easy when you’re out of standards 🫠🫠🫠 hahah
it was in 2007 when I first saw SGs models, I didn’t know much about it and well, I just kept growing this will to become anything like one of these incredible models that I saw, so unique, so confident, so gorgeous!
Ofc I was fully aware what this community was about in 2012, when I first tried applying. But, it wasn’t my time yet. Didn’t submit a photoset and let myself trying new things.
Started university again, a totally different path! Radiology and image diagnosis!!
But, wasn’t my place to be. Working in hospitals made me no good at all and since I wanted to stay true to myself so got my old camera and threw myself back to photography again.
Started shooting small nightclubs, then some rock bands from Brazil hahah and ofc, decided to give a shot again to my dream on becoming part of this 🥰🥰
So I reached @jacqueline in 2016, who supported me with everything and I shot my first set with @msilveira 💕and had my first time experience shooting naked and professionally.
A year later I met @thimeow, one of the most important person of my life, who fulfilled my dream to become an official SG.
I never cried that much in my life. Me, the socially rejected awkward girl from high school, now part of something so meaningful to me 🥹❤️
I love working with thimeow as you can see, we create some art very often hahaha
After a few years shooting nightclubs, I decided to give a try in other segments of photography. I’ve shot children, pregnancy, engagements, birthdays, etc and then I began shooting my friends from here where I live. I fell in love capturing the beauty of every women.
So, unifying my love for SG and for female portraits, I started shooting for SuicideGirls.
So many sets I’ve shot, different women, all kinds of beauty. Traveled around my country, met new places, been thru different struggles.
From falling on a manhole and getting badly injured to fall in a scam by renting an apartment and having to call the police, hundreds of kms away from where I live, first time I got in the city. This was scary af, but didn’t stop me to do what I love. And even tho I was very shaky and frightened about the situation, tired for traveling more than 19 hours to get in the city I was meant to shoot, we still succeed and three ladies turned pink from this shooting 😂
God is amazing!
Everything worth it! 🥰🥰🥰
what I want to say with all this?
I really love what I do and who I am.
This isn’t just something I fell on parachutes suddenly.
This is part of me.
One of the best part of me.
Shootings started to be even more fun, we started traveling together and creating tons of great contents, amazing multis, just the way we love it!
I want to thank all the models who have trusted me so far. Thanks for so many great memories, for such precious friendships I had the greatest pleasure to build.
I know I’m not perfect and I apologize if I ever hurt anyone. 🥰 nothing gives more joy than seeing you girls succeed!
I want to thank all the members for so much love and support you show to these girls.
Trust me, your comments lift my day, and helped me going thru very dark times of my life.
Here is a place I feel loved by so many I couldn’t never expect.
And I want to thank those who make this possible.
Thanks for 33 sets selected as set of the day. This is beyond I could ever imagine.
I will always repeat and emphasize how much this means to me.
I want to give a shoutout to some amazing friends I have made in SG, @fla @thimeow @sirena @dawud @infernum @cayra @ray @weedxfairy @ayaska @baunilha @lolla @satturno @loka @jhenn @emih @lunalilac @dracarys @bresant @julha @lizablue @francy @valori @valentinaomi @jadeadalie @luasant @yessika @sunniemax @doce @marjo @babu @harumii @pisces @joymermaid @rayenne @ivydenali @bad @erikabrasil I love you always girls!
and I also love you guys!! ❤️❤️
Thanks for reading all, I’m super emotive today crying non stop writing this hahaha
@missy @penny @lemon @eirenne @sean @mickey
