Another sleepless night and the only thing I can think about is how bored I am. Seriously and truly bored. I've invested a small sum of money in attaining things to stave off the continual monotony of this place, but even they fail me at this point. God, I'd trade it all for a place to go or a person to talk to at this point. The latter being a face-to-face person with whom I could have a normal visit and a normal conversation with; I'm fairly certain I've bored to tears those few kind souls that I regularly converse with through the IM.
I want the book to be finished now so I can collect my cheque and blow this popsicle stand. Find a nice change of scenery to live in and dig in to write soemthing to break me into the mainstream and enough royalties in which to make a living anywhere I please. Get a new clique and do the stuff that I used to thrive on; I don't even care if I never go on another date in my life as long as I have some people I can have fun with and rely on like I used to.
I'm dreaming of the things that people too often take for granted. I used to take them for granted too.
I want the book to be finished now so I can collect my cheque and blow this popsicle stand. Find a nice change of scenery to live in and dig in to write soemthing to break me into the mainstream and enough royalties in which to make a living anywhere I please. Get a new clique and do the stuff that I used to thrive on; I don't even care if I never go on another date in my life as long as I have some people I can have fun with and rely on like I used to.
I'm dreaming of the things that people too often take for granted. I used to take them for granted too.
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i was just thinking when i was posting before to you
im gonna have to kick 4 people off my list so its back to lining up right