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I don't think I'm gonna be staying here. It was nice for a change of pace, but I don't think I fit in really.

Just like anywhere else really then.
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today was not a good day. I had a major argument with my mum, and she basically seemed to suggest me not living at home might be the best idea.

So I cut myself. I'd stopped, and been so glad of it up to now, but now it's nice to turn the emotional pain into physical scars.
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jivesucka52:
Cheer up buddy. I hear ya. I was cutting myself a lot for a while because physical pain is so much easier to deal with than emotional pain. I think we need to not take everything so hard and emotional. Learn to thicken your heart and skin.
schoolgirl:
Are you okay? you haven't been around for a while. Just concerned about you.
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last night I went to 'get your skates on' at northumbria uni

It's a ska/punk night, and there were lots of guys and girls that would look right at home here on SG.

And I left after 45 minutes. I'm so lame. I can't settle in to a club style scene. I'm just boring and depressing and ugly and useless.

Why anyone would want to...
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nic:
Stop being a blouse.
schoolgirl:
you are too hard on yourself. Give yourself a chance to just be you and not have expectations of what you think you should be like.
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[edited out: lame, melodramatic goodbye note]

they're still right, I am an idiot.
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nic:
Don't be a pussy. Initially stepping on someone's toes doens't mean that you're gonna get booted. I can understand why people got a little shirty- we get asked the question A LOT- but one little fracas probably won't mean that you're going to get you booted.

If you like this site so much, my advice would be to apologize to Portia via email, or just keep your head down and try searching the boards for topics that you wanna ask- they may have been asked before.
purephase:
Also, it might help to thank Nic for:

a. Helping.
b. Being such a kick-ass and classy gal.
c. All of the above.

Oh, by the way.. always pick c.
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that's that semester done smile

now a nice long holiday until september...

WOO YAY!

but ummm... there goes my social life since most of my friends are going away back home...

and there's not going to be any real opportunities to meet new women until September due to my dead social life and total lack of confidence...

so that's not so good.

And I really need...
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last exam of this semester tomorrow.

I would ask for people to wish me luck, but I suspect that no-one's gonna read this...

prove me otherwise smile
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schoolgirl:
good luck, I'm sure you'll do great!

After it's over you will feel so relieved and so good.

drink beer.
olly:
good luck.
tomorrow is the first day of the semester for me.
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headache... frown

it seems cool to be on this site with its boobies, weblogging/diary niceness, and cool community smile

just wish there were more people to talk to today...

I'm bored. I want to go and meet girls, but I don't know where to start, and I haven't got the confidence. And I don't know where to get that from either. Drink doesn't give me it. Antidepressants...
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nic:
Hahaha, I occasionally drive around in a Ford Ka! It has a skull and crossbones hanging off the mirror and three nodding vultures in the back window. I really want either an old mini or a beetle, though- they've got so much personality and are a hoot to drive. I used to have a mini but it was really clapped out and died eventually frown

Seriously, all you need is confidence, d00d. Chicks dig confidence. The average slag in a white miniskirt might not go for your g33kish charms, but rest assured that there are girls out there who like guys for who they are and not what they are.

By the way, geek is a compliment, and anything Japanese rates very highly in my book smile And I am not alone in my way of thinking.

PS- A friend of mine at Uni is obsessed with Easyworld and goes to all their shows. She knows them quite well.
yumchen:
i got to say that confidence in even the goofiest guy will make him attractive.
Coffee shops, comic book shops, and maybe through sg. Check out if there is a sguk or something. I've met really nice folks through this site
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What I said last night isn't fair. It's like every time I look at the SG girls, there's a new one that catches my eye...

*drools a bit more*

Signing up here was possibly my best idea ever recently

So many pretty SG girls smile Just a shame that real life doesn't yield so many sexy good looking women as this site does...
hellkitten:
I know what you mean there. Wish there were more cute people around here, too. +o)
nic:
Hello! welcome to the site!
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damnit, just discovered the beauty that is Echo... love
but can't have more than 3 favourite SG girls!!! this isn't fair damnit!!!! mad
edea:
at least you can pick favourite's us SG's can'tfrown
_sarah_:
I make up for it by putting a bunch of different girls in my Favourite Pics section. smile
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i didn't realise how crap i looked in my most recent photo. oh well, guess it sums up me in a way... whatever
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I've had exams over the last 2 weeks. I've got one left. I failed the last one, definately. Things aren't so good in that respect.


But I just feel so lonely. Will and Zoe, despite possible fractures in their relationship, seem to be as flirty and in love as ever. Abi is secretly pining for Christiaan. Anthony and Maninder have the whole wierd: 'are they,...
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schoolgirl:
aww. you sound so sad and lonely. welcome and glad you joined because you will meet interesting people here.

I will make you one of my friends if that's okay.

I wish you smiles. smile
quest36833:
Dude, you like red dwarf, there cannot possilbly be anything wrong with you...